starting since i was 9 years old, ive been rejected around 7-8 times, and each one hurt more than the last because i liked the girl more. when i was 9, i confessed to a classmate, whom slapped me, threw me onto the ground,insulted my mother and said she WAS TURNING LESBIAN because of me.(she is still lesbian from what i know.), after that i had the confidence to ask a girl out when i was 13 because my friend group and hers were talking and having fun. the moment i asked for the instagram she looked at me as if id killed her parents and said she had to go to the toilet, after which the other girls quickly followed and it resulted in all of my friends seeing me being an incel and also ruining the "fun" they were having. After this point, i already started to recieve loose cuck comments and after this, id gotten rejected around 3 times by girls ive met on instagram, snapchat, 2 of my classmates and last year a girl i liked said to me that shed rather get back with the guy that beat her than to get with me EVER. a few months after that, i got to know a girl and became friends with her(kinda) and when i thought the mood was right and confessed she told me that i was too young even though i was only a few months younger than her and i see around 2 months after she blocked me on everything that shes with a guy a whole year younger. Hell i even came to a roblox avatar because no girls were talking to me and that player was the only one giving me attention(turned out they were a dude).I keep being called a cuck by my friends and now even randoms on campus because i just KEEP being rejected, i dont know what to do anymore, I dont like watching dudes be with girls i like, on the contrary i despise it. Do i just rope? anyways, heres a picture of my bocchi figure which arrived in the mail a few days back
