Brutal I just fucked a gigastacy

[kay']

I cant handle this fucking subhuman body anymore my genetics are so bad, bruh..

I cant keep fixing things for other things to go bad.

I cant do this anymore man i need to be mercy shot down and thrown in a trashcan.


Physical health = -999999999
Mental health = -∞
Overall health = nigger


I cant do this fucking miserable time we call life.

Everyday is torment. Everyday fucking day is hell for me. Not one second passes without agony. IM IN PRISON AGAINST MY WILL.

Im fucking tired.

 

[Codependency]

There, there bunny man.

[pats you]

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

 

[Rixinuj]

kay' cool it bro we can't lose a real nigga now

 

[DeliriousMerchant]

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I got 20 percent warning for doing this.

 

[kay']

There, there bunny man.

[pats you]

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kay' cool it bro we can't lose a real nigga now

I got 20 percent warning for doing this.

Man i am going schizo again, i cant cope anymore i need zolapine again to be able to sleep.

3 am and i cant sleep i close my eyes but its like they are open.

I am literally online here 24/7 thats how useless i have become.

Ive lost over 10k money. All the money ive been wageslaving since i was 15 16.

i cant believe how catastrophic my life turned out to be out of nothing in my direct control.


A fucking child in palestine whos parents got bombed have a better life than me because at least he has a working body.

My brain is deep fried im seeing stuff that arent real. I get startled easily and i see cockroaches and rats moving when i enter a room then they disapear.

I know they arent real im hallucinating.

yesterday i almost killed my mom then broke a table with a kick.

A week ago i broke the fridge with one punch.

All this anger and it leads me TO NOWHERE BUT HURTING MY PARENTS AND MYSELF FURTHER THAN I AM ALREADY HURT.

My dad kicked me out of the house yesterday after he saw the table then called me to come back because my mom is crying.

I am fucking numb i was gona go find a speeding car and jump infront of it if my dad didnt call me back.

I am not cooked i am fucking deep fried.

If this treatment im doing for my nerves and back pain doesnt fix me before 2025 im fucking jumping infront of a car.

 

[DeliriousMerchant]

If this treatment im doing for my nerves and back pain doesnt fix me before 2025 im fucking jumping infront of a car.

May God heal you.

 

[Emba]

There, there bunny man.

[pats you]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTMdo9U6IEc


(Adds gas to you're chainsaw)