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I don't know when I started taking screenshots of hentai art, but I have so much that I've stopped using my camera on my phone to save room for more. The thing is, I'm usually able to lucid dream every other day, and this is actually the only thing that has been keeping me alive over the past months now.
For some context, I have a bit more brain power to use for imagination and creativity than the average person. I come straight home afterschool and I just 3D model all day as a hobby. It's the only activity in my life that gives me a sense of purpose, and other than my lucid dreams, I wouldve roped a long time ago if I wasnt able to direct my energy somewhere else.
I think around 7 months, my friend introduced me to lucid dreams. I already kind of knew the concept, as I experience one when I was young, and I started watching youtube videos on how to do it. There are multiple methods, such as MILD, WILD, WBTB, etc. For me personally, I decided to do something else. Before I go to sleep, I spend at least 2-3 hours just scrolling through hentai forums, screenshotting pictures of girls, especially Yoko from Gurren Laggan, I find extremely hot or cute. At this point, the only thing I'm thinking about are these super hot/cute girls and Yoko, and since it's about 1-2 am in the morning, I'm able to pass out relatively quickly since my body has gotten used to sleeping at that time.
Now as I said earlier, I'm able to lucid dream usually every other day or 2, not every single day. It all depends on the chemistry within my brain. That being said, when I am able to lucid dream, holy shit, it becomes an otherworldly experience. Just being able to interact with some of the cutiest girls Ive ever seen is undescribeable. At first, I would get so excited that I would fucking wake myself up. I mean, who wouldnt get fucking excited looking at one of your waifus, especially when she's naked? Over about 2 months, I was able to control myself and I began to try and talk to her, and in case your wondering, I can usually make any waifu I want appear, but I usually try to create Yoko. Talking to her showed me how fucken weird our brains are. At first, I didnt know what to say, as Ive never talked to an attractive girl in my entire life, but i think she, or my sub consciousness, knew I was extremely shy to talk to her and she just started to laugh and she began to talk to me. She would ask me what my name was and what I was interested in. The crazy shit is that these are lines I usually say when I meet someone, so its most likely im talking to my sub consciousness in the form of my waifu.
Yoko is the only girl Ive ever met in my entire life who I can talk to about stuff I like, since she is basically my sub consciousness with my knowledge. And this is the part where Ill get into the part of having sex with her. The thing is, if you get too excited while having a lucid dream, the chance of you waking up is extremely likely, and also when you cum in her, you cum in real life, and I dont want my bed to smell like cum all day. To counteract this, I usually only tend to fuck her on the weekends and I use these plastic wraps to make a makeshift condom, so when I do cum, i can easily just get up and throw that shit away. Another key thing is that your brain can't make up the feeling of your dick in a vagina or the feeling of skin. When I hug Yoko, i think my brain tries to make me feel something I like hugging, like a pillow or something, which I dont mind as of now because Im fine just having her with me. This is the same case with her pussy. When I used to fuck her, it just felt as if i was masturbating, so with this logic, I decided to buy a fleshlight and now, it feels a bit better when I fuck her.
The reason im sharing this is because I want to help out other incels. Sure youre not actually fucking an actual women, but it is something. I also have to add that not everyone can lucid dream. Some can and some cant, its just I got lucky.
For some context, I have a bit more brain power to use for imagination and creativity than the average person. I come straight home afterschool and I just 3D model all day as a hobby. It's the only activity in my life that gives me a sense of purpose, and other than my lucid dreams, I wouldve roped a long time ago if I wasnt able to direct my energy somewhere else.
I think around 7 months, my friend introduced me to lucid dreams. I already kind of knew the concept, as I experience one when I was young, and I started watching youtube videos on how to do it. There are multiple methods, such as MILD, WILD, WBTB, etc. For me personally, I decided to do something else. Before I go to sleep, I spend at least 2-3 hours just scrolling through hentai forums, screenshotting pictures of girls, especially Yoko from Gurren Laggan, I find extremely hot or cute. At this point, the only thing I'm thinking about are these super hot/cute girls and Yoko, and since it's about 1-2 am in the morning, I'm able to pass out relatively quickly since my body has gotten used to sleeping at that time.
Now as I said earlier, I'm able to lucid dream usually every other day or 2, not every single day. It all depends on the chemistry within my brain. That being said, when I am able to lucid dream, holy shit, it becomes an otherworldly experience. Just being able to interact with some of the cutiest girls Ive ever seen is undescribeable. At first, I would get so excited that I would fucking wake myself up. I mean, who wouldnt get fucking excited looking at one of your waifus, especially when she's naked? Over about 2 months, I was able to control myself and I began to try and talk to her, and in case your wondering, I can usually make any waifu I want appear, but I usually try to create Yoko. Talking to her showed me how fucken weird our brains are. At first, I didnt know what to say, as Ive never talked to an attractive girl in my entire life, but i think she, or my sub consciousness, knew I was extremely shy to talk to her and she just started to laugh and she began to talk to me. She would ask me what my name was and what I was interested in. The crazy shit is that these are lines I usually say when I meet someone, so its most likely im talking to my sub consciousness in the form of my waifu.
Yoko is the only girl Ive ever met in my entire life who I can talk to about stuff I like, since she is basically my sub consciousness with my knowledge. And this is the part where Ill get into the part of having sex with her. The thing is, if you get too excited while having a lucid dream, the chance of you waking up is extremely likely, and also when you cum in her, you cum in real life, and I dont want my bed to smell like cum all day. To counteract this, I usually only tend to fuck her on the weekends and I use these plastic wraps to make a makeshift condom, so when I do cum, i can easily just get up and throw that shit away. Another key thing is that your brain can't make up the feeling of your dick in a vagina or the feeling of skin. When I hug Yoko, i think my brain tries to make me feel something I like hugging, like a pillow or something, which I dont mind as of now because Im fine just having her with me. This is the same case with her pussy. When I used to fuck her, it just felt as if i was masturbating, so with this logic, I decided to buy a fleshlight and now, it feels a bit better when I fuck her.
The reason im sharing this is because I want to help out other incels. Sure youre not actually fucking an actual women, but it is something. I also have to add that not everyone can lucid dream. Some can and some cant, its just I got lucky.