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I have recently been having the same panic attacks, uncontrollable crying, and insomnia as my mother a decade ago just before she first exhibited signs of schizophrenia.
My insomnia has been so bad recently, I just developed a horrible cold after this Monday night where I was just able to sleep one hour because I was unable to calm myself and rest properly.
I understand that I am still young at 17, so you may think I'm overreacting, but this has been too unnerving a prospect for me to confront: there is a high possibility that in less than 5-7 years, I too will develop this same mental illness as did my mother over a decade ago.
I have already developed 14/21, 2/3rds of these symptoms just these past 2-3 years.
Threads you can read to better understand my condition:
Brutal Panic Attack Yesterday in Physics Class in Full View of Everyone; Had To Be Moved Out of Class in a Wheelchair.
I was coming from the gym so my heart rate was very elevated, and was coming late to class, which was an advanced one for college credit, so the teacher had high expectations, stressing me out greatly. I take my seat trying to focus on his instructions, but my anxiety has made sleep such a...
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I have become functionally autistic by my worsening insomnia.
This past week, I have been sleeping only for 2-3 hours again just like the last, because I feel like I am about to suffocate when attempting to rest. https://incels.is/threads/average-2-4-hours-of-sleep-a-night.326984/ I am incredibly irritable to temperature, light, and sound, slur and very...
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What should I know before going to therapists? [Mentalcels] GTFIH.
My father is forcing me to go to the doctor for a checkup in two weeks when school starts to open and it seems likely I’ll fail all mental health questions. Here is my condition: in my opinion, it may be some type of anxiety disorder. Thread 'Went to the hackathon today. Day ruined once again...
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Why do I have this sensation that I’m losing my head and grasp on reality?
I feel detached from everything: my family, the culture I was born into, the people around I see but never get to know, the physical world, and even my own mind as if I’m just a spectator in my own life viewing in.:cryfeels::feelsrope:
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Rotted the entire day; unable to get out of bed.
I just feel too overwhelmed to do anything, anymore; my head and body aches horribly every second, I just feel detached and withdrawn from everything, my chest feels like it’s about to be crushed by immense weight, I don’t eat well anymore: I would be losing weight by now if it weren’t for my...
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My insomnia has been so bad recently, I just developed a horrible cold after this Monday night where I was just able to sleep one hour because I was unable to calm myself and rest properly.
I understand that I am still young at 17, so you may think I'm overreacting, but this has been too unnerving a prospect for me to confront: there is a high possibility that in less than 5-7 years, I too will develop this same mental illness as did my mother over a decade ago.
There will be no hope for me in the instance this happens: a severely mentally ill, ugly, shitskin, poor, short (5'5) currycel has zero odds in this world of ever living a fulfilled life and escaping the conditions of his birth.
Recognizing Schizophrenia in Teens
WebMD explains how to spot the symptoms of schizophrenia in teens and how to tell the difference between ordinary teenage moodiness and signs of more serious illness.
www.webmd.com
I just got officially diagnosed with both just two months ago: I have horrible insomnia, issues with my head regularly blanking out, severe panic attacks, feeling of being overwhelmed that I am left bedridden, and this summer, I was uncontrollably crying every day and getting so stressed, I had issues with my appetite.Symptoms in teens can come on gradually over days, weeks, several months or more. This is called the prodromal period. The early symptoms of schizophrenia can sometimes look like those of other problems such as anxiety or depression.
Changes in Thinking
- Lack of concentration or being able to follow a train of thought
- Seeing or hearing things that aren't real (hallucinations)
- Confusing TV and dreams with reality
- Strange ideas that may not make sense (for example, thinking that parents are stealing things or that an evil spirit possesses them)
- Paranoia -- thinking that people are after them or talking about them
- Dwelling unreasonably on the past
Changes in Emotions
- Being extremely moody or irritable
- Angry outbursts
- Severe fearfulness or anxiety
Changes in Behavior
- Unblinking, vacant expression
- Awkward or unusual movements of the face or body
- Talking to themselves, using odd speech that you can't understand, or making rapid shifts in topics
- Inappropriate responses, such as laughing during a sad movie (I have a issue where I uncontrollably smile in these instances.)
- Trouble "reading" social cues in others
- Problems making and keeping friends
- Becoming more and more isolated
- Poor personal grooming and self-care
- Substance abuse
- Threatening behaviors
My mother is a diagnosed, severe schizophrenic who has gotten into public fights, arrested and sent to the mental ward on multiple occasions, and since mental illness is too taboo of a topic in Bangladesh where many people still believe in the Islamic belief of jinns controlling people so I have zero clue of my true family history on my mother's side.When to Call a Doctor
If you notice symptoms like these, your teen needs to be checked by a doctor right away. That's especially true if anyone on either side of their family has had schizophrenia.
I have already developed 14/21, 2/3rds of these symptoms just these past 2-3 years.
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