Venting I have a confession to make

[Deleted member 17724]

Like all users here, I make fun of and insult cucks. But I'm in fact addicted to amateur cuckold porn myself. I feel disgusted by myself for it but ever since I got into it like a year ago, there's nothing that brings me the same kind of arousal. I can literally cum hands-free from watching it. I suppose the fact that it fills me with disgust and shame afterwards is what creates the arousal since I have designated it as 'taboo' in my mind.

If I wasn't incel, I would not have ended up as the broken person that I am right now. I wish I could have sex with a real-life person but instead I'm stuck fapping to disgusting pornography like this and rotting my brain with it. Even if I ever end up in a relationship or married, the loss of innocence that I have experienced as a result of my loneliness will forever haunt me and may have even permanently harmed my mental health/brain functions in some way.

I used to absolutely despise porn and only fap to my imagination. It wasn't until my oneitis brutally rejected me that I started using it as a form of escapism and delved deeper and deeper into the degeneracy until I got where I am currently. I have tried many times to quit and I am still trying as of now but it seems like as long as I'm all alone and cannot statisfy my urges with a real woman of flesh and blood, I am doomed to continue this cycle of shame and self-hatred. I wish I just had my own place and my own income so I could escortcel, I don't want to do this any longer.

I know you guys might end up joking about this but I'm serious and really needed to get this off my chest because I obviously cannot talk about this with anyone in real life.

 

[ItsAllOverButTheCry]

So you're a cuck?

 

[Deleted member 17724]

So you're a cuck?

No, I don't self-insert as anyone in the videos nor would I want it to happen to me if I ever got into a relationship.

 

[ihaveno1]

bro..

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

I thought all porn was considered being cucked now?

 

[Ap0calypse]

U have to find a way to fix this before u get even worse

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

[Serious] - If you're not a cuckold fetishist, you're a volcel

Most people talk about cuckold fetishists as if they're these freaks of nature who consciously develop a liking for getting cuckolded and are happily masochistic. Wrong! They all experience a shocking, traumatic event rendering them a cuckold in their lives. It causes them a ton of mental...

incels.is

 

[Sadness]

I'm in fact addicted to amateur cuckold porn

 

[NoCopeNoHope]

You need to escortmax and quite possibly dollmax if you want to get out of the hole you built. Also try nofapping for a few days and then jack to non cuck porn. You need to rewire your brain so you don't derive the dopamine high you get from cuck porn.

 

[Cuyen]

tldr

tldr; its over

 

[Insomniac]

I make fun of and insult cucks. But I'm in fact addicted to amateur cuckold porn myself.

 

[Deleted member 17724]

You need to escortmax and quite possibly dollmax if you want to get out of the hole you built. Also try nofapping for a few days and then jack to non cuck porn.

I have tried NoFap like every week for the last year. It sometimes makes it worse.

 

[littlemanhikicel]

I see tons of porn. But cuckold is disgusting. I see a couple of vids and the cuckold are digusting old men , the bitch humiliates the man and the black man laughting like he is superior or something. You know ,you see cruelty in that fucking genre.

 

[StaroRavager]

I thought all porn was considered being cucked now?

It’s mostly just self hate

 

[Microsoft Excel]

If this is not larp then I support you. It is good to be honest with our community and stay loyal. I hope you don't get banned.

 

[Blacktarpill]

We are all fucked up man.
Thats too much though.

 

[NoCopeNoHope]

I have tried NoFap like every week for the last year. It sometimes makes it worse.

The process should be slowly rewiring your mind away from cuck shit. Nofap then fap to solo nudes or POV porn. It'll be hard, but cuck shit is disgusting. The self-esteem problem can be helped by escortmaxing.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Nofap alone is probably a bad idea, since being incel, you're just going to end up giving in and fapping at some point anyway, and that wouldn't really solve the problem. Instead I would drop the cuck porn, and maybe drop porn completely. Personally I only fap to 2D and my imagination, but stuff with 3D foids is probably okay so long as there are no men involved. When you want to fap, don't let yourself fap to anything else, you'll get used to it eventually.

 

[Deleted member 8884]

WTF OP. BETTER INCEL THAN CUCK (SRS)

 

[Deleted member 17599]

If you can't do NoFap, try to fap to lolis instead tbh ngl.

I thought all porn was considered being cucked now?

True, but some porn are more cucked than other.

 

[Joelossus]

That's something you should never admit to anyone tbh.

 

[DoctorBlythe]

I'm so sorry bro, I don't know what to say or what advice to give you. If it makes you feel any better, I physically can't get it up to any 3D porn and I never could, it is animalistic and actress always looks like she is in pain. I only like 2D porn.
I don't know man, maybe just block those sites or start taking drugs to kill your libido? I wish I could help you somehow, I'm sorry.

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

This is funny because it’s always been hard for me to fap to porn that has penises in it. The best porn is the ones where the woman erotically shows off her tits, pussy and ass. Seeing a guy fucking a woman in porn just makes me angry or sad that it’s not me fucking her, it’s just some Chad, completely kills it for me

 

[Newbie17]

Brutal ngl...

How did your crush reject you?

 

[mylifeistrash]

why does amateur porn go against black pill?

it's always flabby guys with average dicks fucking (usually ugly but sometimes average) women.

 

[NoCopeNoHope]

Users: 43

You're famous now OP.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

Only more proof that cucks are incels in denial, at least you are awaken to the blackpill, the best you can do now for yourself is trying to get rid of this addiction, cuck porn will suck your soul, look what it done to cucks in cucktears they are becoming tranys wanting to suck each other tiny dicks.

 

[Homoculus]

I think people living in the natural world regulary saw others having sex, and this explains why men get turned on so quickly by porn. If one couple in the group was having sex, that would get the other men worked up, and soon many other couples in the group were also having sex. A good way to get births and periods in sync, as well as the social benefits.

 

[gigacel123]

why does amateur porn go against black pill?

it's always flabby guys with average dicks fucking (usually ugly but sometimes average) women.

Most pornstars mog me, fakecel

 

[Homoculus]

Seeking opinions - if two couples are doing a hard swing in the same room, is that also cuckoldry? How about a soft swing?

This is funny because it’s always been hard for me to fap to porn that has penises in it. The best porn is the ones where the woman erotically shows off her tits, pussy and ass. Seeing a guy fucking a woman in porn just makes me angry or sad that it’s not me fucking her, it’s just some Chad, completely kills it for me

Try lesbian porn.

 

[DaveBuster]

Stop all porn immediately. Cold-turkey and total avoidance is the only way to go.

 

[Emba]

Get some sloppy 2nds br0!

 

[Haywire]

im to the point i can only watch solo porn where the woman is saying she likes me im pathetic ffs. life is shit.

 

[Deleted member 14866]

why does amateur porn go against black pill?

it's always flabby guys with average dicks fucking (usually ugly but sometimes average) women.

because amateur porn is fake

 

[BigGhey]

Bro

Many of us have watched load of porn

I have some pretty weird fetishes too from excess porn

But it has never delved to cuck levels

I always do solo female(or POV)
It really is over if the most extreme porn u fap to is femdom or cuckoldry

 

[seija]

Don't give IT any more fuel or ammo.

Guests: 29

 

[GreaseCel]

I could only get off to cucking someone else

 

[LastGerman]

I have tried NoFap like every week for the last year. It sometimes makes it worse.

You have to take more ZMA.

 

[Evildоer]

in fact addicted to amateur cuckold porn myself.

It'll only get worse, stop when it's not too late.

 

[The Abyss]

 

[Napoleon de Geso]

Now ITtards will have sexual fantasies about you

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

What is it exactly that you find arousing about that scenario?

 

[Hate_my_life]

The absolutely state of Incels.

 

[Incline]

I only Watch hentai rape porn. It's ok fbicels it's legal coz it ain't real just like femcels.

 

[WawelDragon1683]

I was addicted to a lot of sick shit including femdom, the only way to get over it is to stop watching porn all together. After i stopped watching porn i stopped being arroused to this kind of shit and now im just disgusted by it. You can fap just don't watch porn while you do it and the desire should go away.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Bro, we are at the same page. Not cuckold exactly but other kinds of extreme porn like CBT, gore, animals etc.

If I wasn't incel, I would not have ended up as the broken person that I am right now.

 

[Newbie17]

Bro, we are at the same page. Not cuckold exactly but other kinds of extreme porn like CBT, gore, animals etc.

NoFap since 30/6/19

Good luck

 

[Deleted member 19236]

NoFap since 30/6/19

Good luck

Already lost, gonna restart

 

[Newbie17]

Already lost, gonna restart

lold thx

 

[Schizoidcel]

You need to dedicate yourself fully to NoFap+NoPorn for a long time if you want to get rid of this fetish. It won't be easy especially the first few days/weeks, but I don't see any other way. After 90ish days I would reintroduce moderate fapping with a light grip to imagination then softcore/solo girl and try not to escalate from there.
The problem is escalation, if you watch porn all day every day you will, over time, need stronger and stronger stimuli for the same dopamine brain reaction, and before you know it you're fapping to some fat femdom whore crushing some cuck's testicles telling you how pathetic you are or scat.

It's easier to quit when you have a social life, but unfortunately a lot of us don't. I know because I used to have a feminine (big cock) tranny fetish not too long ago.

Do you also have premature ejaculation by any chance? Since you mentioned hands-free orgasms.