Venting I hate daylight

[Hoodpreet]

Could be partly due to waking up just sucking for me (it actually hurts mentally and emotionally to regain consciousness every day), but even independent of general morning cortisol spikes, I feel like the daylight just worsens my existential dread compared to the darkness of nighttime.

It really just comes down to what it symbolizes to me ig. Daylight reminds you that the world is awake, and that it exists. Whereas darkness makes the world feel paused, and therefore makes you feel insulated from it.

I honestly just wish I could detach. Float away into dreams never to return. I’m inherently incompatible with humanity (and subhumanity) and any soycieties it builds. I wish I could either exist exclusively in an idealized internal landscape of my own, or not exist at all

 

[Caichan]

can’t relate, It’s nice on my skin

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

It really just comes down to what it symbolizes to me ig. Daylight reminds you that the world is awake, and that it exists. Whereas darkness makes the world feel paused, and therefore makes you feel insulated from it.

Agreed. Being awake at night while everyone else is asleep is very comforting.

 

[VanGobbel]

we wuz vampires n shiet

 

[VλREN]

I hate it

 

[Deleted Member 8090]

I used to go on night walks, it's nice. Much better than day

 

[Sir Silentium]

I used to go on night walks, it's nice. Much better than day

Night walks are great. Nobody to judge you or to even look at you.

 

[chalk son]

I connect them together as a perpetual transition so it's tragic anyway. The time I do chores is when I get any sun from the one window otherwise I'm cooped up in my room, makes me feel less crazy but I'm depressed either way. Night does give you space for mental tonic gymnastics

 

[Poopless One]

Relatable. The only time I like daytime is whenever we have overcast skies.

 

[Dead End]

Likewise, but asides from the negative associations daylight has, I also dislike how bright and hot it is. I always have to squint outside.

 

[Frail Link]

Summer makes it worse

 

[GloomyGhoul]

I like evening and night time because I can be outside but alone

 

[Onyx]

I really hate going outside when it's bright. I get dizzy asf