Today is "fête de la musique" (Make Music Day) in my country, its a day where everyone is supposed to go out with their friends to listen to music on the street go drink and shiet, on every fucking social media i see people talking about it and when i open Instagram i see stories of everyone partying with their friends and girlfriends, ofc im not invited to go with anyone, so i decided like every sunday to go to the gym, walking trought the streets seeing all those normies, shouting dancing and laughting with their friends just make me want to kill myself, i want this life too, what would i be the only looser alone, and cherry on top while i was walking a bit out of the crowd i saw 4 teenagers with one pointing at me smiling, there was litteraly nothing except tree behind me so i know he was making fun of me, i fucking hate them, i wish they all suffer, i wish in gta i could just shoot at him and his friends (but i would never do that) , its 10 P.M and i will have to hear them partying till at least 3 A.M, i hate this life thats the type of day i really want to kill myself
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