Venting Self hate

[chudsperger21]

I would have never hated myself so much if it wasn't for the foids. I felt so pathetic and disgusted by my own self the thought of feeling sexually towards a group of people that consider me nothing more than a living junk is really humiliating. It got to the point i started taking ssris just to suppress my sexual thoughts and i went overboard and took 40 mg of escitalopram which was having very grave impact on me. I would feel light headed dizzy suicidal and shitty but i kept going cuz i didnt feel sexual for long. I got off it and lately i have been feeling really numb i do feel great a bit cuz i dont feel sexual anymore. I hate foids so much they are the worst of all they bullied me throughout my entire of childhood is filled with the memory of foids making fun of my executive dysfunction and clumsy nature. They are our innate enemy and they would rather die than to feel what we have been feeling for decades. I always wondered is it me or do other people feel ashamed of them finding foids attractive and it was just me. Social interactions have been hard because of foids but anyways y'all stay safe and that taking ssri was the worst decision of my life i should have been more thoughtful about that stuff rather than just stuffing drugs it was very irrational and erratic of me. Foids are carcinogenic (well i think it was a bit of overreaction all i did was whack it off to vagina which is natural but lmao)

 

[wereq]

I take 20 mg of escitalopram MAX when I get really depressed!

 

[wereq]

I got off it and lately i have been feeling really numb i do feel great a bit cuz i dont feel sexual anymore.

Yeah hypersexuality as an incel is really a curse. SSRIs do cure it, numb the pain, but side effect is that it makes me stupid.

 

[chudsperger21]

I take 20 mg of escitalopram MAX when I get really depressed!

ik taking 40 mg is crazy and stupid,i did start low tho

 

[FuckYou]

 

[chudsperger21]

Yeah hypersexuality as an incel is really a curse. SSRIs do cure it, numb the pain, but side effect is that it makes me stupid.

exactly the worst thing about taking ssri is it gives you the weirdest tingle in your cock and ur stomach. I also felt really nauseous i was very numb and all i wanted was to get those sexual thoughts out of my head i have been off them for more than 2 weeks now and i do feel a bit better now

 

[wereq]

I also felt really nauseous

Yeah disrupts the hunger signals and stomach emptying. Don't take it too much. What goes on in the brain affects the rest of the body like eating, sleeping, energy levels, etc.

 

[chudsperger21]

Yeah disrupts the hunger signals and stomach emptying. Don't take it too much. What goes on in the brain affects the rest of the body like eating, sleeping, energy levels, etc.

I don't take it anymore for my own good. It was very exhausting and the headaches were worse than shit i used to feel so shitty, i hope you get better too,stay safe

 

[wereq]

i hope you get better too,stay safe

Yeah I'm better now. I take 10 mg every few days.

 

[chudsperger21]

That's great

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

 

[Soystein]

I wish I wasn't attracted to foids. Weed, cocaine and LSD got me through my 20's but now that I am sober the desire for a foid is stronger than ever.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

wow what a great idea

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

avg incel: i got really depressed so i decided to overdose on entire bottles of jew pills and get 50 circumcisions at the local synagogue

 

[stsaturn]

Yeah hypersexuality as an incel is really a curse.

 

[chudsperger21]

I wish I wasn't attracted to foids. Weed, cocaine and LSD got me through my 20's but now that I am sober the desire for a foid is stronger than ever.

The desire might deafen our conscience but we must not succumb to foids.

 

[FoidsEnshittifyAll]

yeah foids completely obliterate the life of an ND/sub5 man... .

 

[senegambianbro]

How i feel around foids

 

[senegambianbro]

I feel like a disgusting monster when i even think about foids, they made me hate myself so much. I feel like im in the wrong for thinking one is attractive but its my natural instinct.