It really pisses me off that I can't murder people. i really wanna do it all the time.
I always daydream about killing humans everyday. i imagine myself beating the shit out of some guy and killing his ass.
the vast majority of humans have the ability to easily find a relationship, find a sex partner (even when single), find tons of friends, have a great social life, and succeed at basic human functions that i couldn't achieve to save my life. they didn't put in effort. they're NEUROTYPICAL. they don't have to put in effort. it just happens naturally for them because their life (and especially socially) is on easy mode with cheat codes on. i can put in as much effort as i can and i'll get no results and they can put in no effort and they easily achieve it without a struggle. i wanna murder these fucking humans in cold blood. fuck them all. fucking faggots! even child molesting survivors, rape survivors, people who suffer clinical depression, substance abusers, people with PTSD, etc easily get these social things like relationships, sex, friendships, and other things they can easily get with no struggle. their depression or trauma would be completely exacerbated without it.
the socially isolated, the involuntary celibates, the lonely, the forever alone, those people are never empathized with by the humans. the humans only empathize with those they perceive as normal. humans are despicable. and i fucking hate all of them for easily achieving those things in life and getting to easily enjoy all the social things in life with no struggle and taking it for granted. and they think they have the AUDACITY to tell us how to feel about never experiencing these things against our will. these are the same people who say "no uterus no opinion
" like a bunch of hypocrites.