I feel like I’m being tortured literally, my life is hell, no girl to comfort me, no one to talk to but you guys really. I feel so vulnerable, like I’m literally still an infant, my self esteem is so low I don’t even feel like I can protect myself in a fight, it’s why I’m scared to go outside. If you can’t stand up for yourself it’s over, you have to be able to protect yourself, this is pure survival, life and death. Alienation is truly hell, being incel is hell. Are solutions are practically ER or suicide, not the best solutions to have. none of the shit I say even matters, it won’t change anything. I’m still fucked
