LDAR I don't understand confident people.

[MRHK_57]

Things rarely go the way I think they'd go. I always check and recheck before taking any action, doesn't matter how sparse they might be in my life. I always have backup plans, hell, even multiple backup plans. No, these aren't irrational anxiety or paranoia on my side; I actually need to use these backup plans quite often. Even then, sometimes I get tangled in situations that would be unforeseen to me under any circumstances. (At least I think so)

What perplexes me is how nonchalant normies could be about the decisions they take. They just go for what they feel like, and things hardly go wrong for them. It feels like they just can't mess up for some reason.

I have no clue why it happens. If events in life were truly random, normies and I should get roughly the same outcome, which doesn't happen.

The universe hates me for my existence. And it wants to see me suffer as much as it can.

 

[|R12|]

Everyone is trained for the purpose of knowing what to get and what to give.



You were trained to look for what will never be given to you.

 

[MRHK_57]

Everyone is trained for the purpose of knowing what to get and what to give.



You were trained to look for what will never be given to you.

That's true.

 

[Janaki]

Childhood ptsd is stronger with incels than normal people

 

[MRHK_57]

Childhood ptsd is stronger with incels than normal people

Sometimes I wonder if growing up in an emotionally distant household has anything to do with my misery..

 

[Janaki]

Sometimes I wonder if growing up in an emotionally distant household has anything to do with my misery..

Yeah probably

 

[antisocialcel]

They're confident cuz it usually goes well for them

 

[MRHK_57]

They're confident cuz it usually goes well for them

Yeah, but I wonder why. If the world was really a sum of random outcomes, wouldn't it be expected that everyone would have similar outcomes? It doesn't happen for some reason.