JoeBruhcel
Overlord
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- Oct 14, 2021
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Most of the time I'm just numb when I'm working and listening to music or watching something, but when it's night time and I'm tired af and have to sleep I have to sit there for hours rotting in my loneliness and depression caused by my inceldom.
I have to sleep alone with no one to cuddle with or even talk to about my day or anything in general.
If I killed myself I would stop feeling pain and depression but at the same time I would lose everything I'[UWSL]ve worked for, Im 100% sure my family wouldn't care, they already treated me like a failure my whole life, they'll be happy if I died just like I'd be happy to watch them die.[/UWSL]
I don't know if I'm actually suicidal I'm just alone ig.
I have to sleep alone with no one to cuddle with or even talk to about my day or anything in general.
If I killed myself I would stop feeling pain and depression but at the same time I would lose everything I'[UWSL]ve worked for, Im 100% sure my family wouldn't care, they already treated me like a failure my whole life, they'll be happy if I died just like I'd be happy to watch them die.[/UWSL]
I don't know if I'm actually suicidal I'm just alone ig.