
Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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You know how when you smell something bad, over time you stop sensing it altogether because your nose gets used to it?
It's the same with my misery and depression. Over the years, depression became baseline. I was in a sort of ... numb haze, where little feelings or even real thoughts got through.
Well, today was one of those rare days that was different from the day before. I don't know why, but I started feeling different and thinking differently. I was obsessed with sex.
Well, now I truly felt the pain of being an incel. I had this burning need that I couldn't satisfy in any way. I racked my brain trying to think of a possibility in the future, but I found none. There is literally no potential for me to have sex. Not even a prostitute will satisfy this need, I can't even get a prostitute with my broke ass, but even then, I need to kiss a woman, to embrace her and do all kinds of things to her, can't do that with a filthy prostitute.
It's the same with my misery and depression. Over the years, depression became baseline. I was in a sort of ... numb haze, where little feelings or even real thoughts got through.
Well, today was one of those rare days that was different from the day before. I don't know why, but I started feeling different and thinking differently. I was obsessed with sex.
Well, now I truly felt the pain of being an incel. I had this burning need that I couldn't satisfy in any way. I racked my brain trying to think of a possibility in the future, but I found none. There is literally no potential for me to have sex. Not even a prostitute will satisfy this need, I can't even get a prostitute with my broke ass, but even then, I need to kiss a woman, to embrace her and do all kinds of things to her, can't do that with a filthy prostitute.