There are moments where I can forget how fucked it’s all been tvh
yeah i can imagine, sounds insane
My curry muzzie father beat my mother until she became mentally ill. He’s also been controlling and sees me as an asset.
I mean I can just go on, my mother has put a knife to me and to herself multiple times. My father has beat my mother until she passed out, done things like lock me in a car for lolz.
oh yikes! don't get me started with that, it's a mess hearing it.
It’s better knowing that there’s some people who share my suffering with but I wish I could trade lives with people who only have to worry about looks at the end of the day.
Have you tried therapy? It's not a magic bullet, but I think it could help someone in your situation.
That's awful man. Do you work out? Best you can do is get physicaly and monetarily strong. If you don't have that power you will continue to suffer. I am very happy with my progress at the gym, now I only need to get things going in coding and I am almost there. I advise you seek those two things.
Just starting out brocel, all I can do is cope with my situation which feels pathetic but there’s nothing else to do but go on. I need to slowly buy better equipment too.
I will soon but if there was a choice I’d erase almost everything from my childhood like in blade runner. It’s too much of a burden.
I wish I could say I understand, but I don't. All I can say is that I wish you the best of luck in leading a happy life, brocel
Thank you, hopefully there is respite within this suffering.
Best of luck. I recently found this guy's videos and am finding them useful. Though I gotta say he is more of a hypertrophy guy and what I want is strength not hypertrophy. Seek good information and do your best, you don't need to go to the gym more than 3 times a week to see progress. And eat properly. Beef, eggs and rice are your best friends.
Thank you brocel, I am aiming to look wide and shredded as possible. I don’t want to rot away anymore in spite of my life.
boy? molested? sorry bud, but only little girls are molested. little boys only get joiAs if retarded and mentally ill curry parents weren’t enough I was almost drugged and molested at 5 years old, I escaped but I still have flashbacks. I got cucked out of a normal life because my retarded mother couldn’t properly supervise me. I have no one I could talk to about this the pain is suffocating. Fuck curries and fags
Key word almost but it was scary close to the actual thing which fucked me up.
These flashbacks are thankfully only present during depressive episodes. Have you sought out therapy for the abuse? Many people say it’s a process of trial and error.
I haven't, but I go to a psychologist every week. They help you organize your thoughts and connect the dots between your abuse, and the person you are right now. Do you act like this, do you think like this, it must be related to _______.
Yeah I mean the immediate “yikes!” was just a straight up dead giveaway. Always be on the lookout for that and “y’all.” They can’t resist NOT spontaneously writing them either.They make it obvious
No way that’s real honestly. It was probably just a LARPercel doing it for the keks probably.@hollyhort I hope you had a nice day kween
This forum is a literal zoo for them.
No way that’s real honestly. It was probably just a LARPercel doing it for the keks probably.
Social science researchers are amongst the dumbest academics around and their work amongst the least likely to replicate and the most useless regardless. These check-stealing midwit scumfucks shamelessly pump out ideological agitprop and I think they are too stupid to even know what they are doing.
