darkdungeon
Gespatchopilled Shrekcel
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- Dec 29, 2022
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I can't stand seeing couples or even good looking women anymore.
It's all so out of reach to me that my day is ruined, simply because I can't have the same normal life as anyone else.
My looks are different, the way I talk is different, the way I think, my morals are all different to that of every normie wanker walking the streets.
I'd kill myself but it feels too embarrassing and I don't know what they'll do with my corpse. I just want to not exist, not feel, not want to love or be loved. No working, no thinking. No humanity. I'm fucking sick of it all.
It's not even about sex anymore, I just want to be seen as normal for once in my life but no, I'm a gangly, obese ogre. Small children cry when they look at me and the stares of disgust from the disgraceful creatures that are naturally made for me (women) are nothing new yet still hurt like a knife in the jaw.
I just can't take this anymore. I can't stand being hopeless anymore. I can't exist anymore.
It's all so out of reach to me that my day is ruined, simply because I can't have the same normal life as anyone else.
My looks are different, the way I talk is different, the way I think, my morals are all different to that of every normie wanker walking the streets.
I'd kill myself but it feels too embarrassing and I don't know what they'll do with my corpse. I just want to not exist, not feel, not want to love or be loved. No working, no thinking. No humanity. I'm fucking sick of it all.
It's not even about sex anymore, I just want to be seen as normal for once in my life but no, I'm a gangly, obese ogre. Small children cry when they look at me and the stares of disgust from the disgraceful creatures that are naturally made for me (women) are nothing new yet still hurt like a knife in the jaw.
I just can't take this anymore. I can't stand being hopeless anymore. I can't exist anymore.