I dont even know who i am

[CorpseWatcher]

Everyday i wake up and i have no sense of self i feel like im not real

I have no hobbies

No goals

No friends

Just rot in my room

I have random spurts of slight joy Nut then they go away And im back to the Darkness

I think im gonna die

 

[cemgaripoglu2]

Same

 

[CorpseWatcher]

We're nobody.


View: https://youtu.be/tqrqaPThCmI?feature=shared

A boxcar and a Jug OF WHAINE

 

[all this time]

Everyday i wake up and i have no sense of self i feel like im not real

I have no hobbies

No goals

No friends

Just rot in my room

I have random spurts of slight joy Nut then they go away And im back to the Darkness

I think im gonna die

Over

 

[RicaGames]

So look for hobbies, friends or goals...

 

[CorpseWatcher]

So look for hobbies, friends or goals...

Im a homeschooled neet avoidant doomer

 

[RicaGames]

Im a homeschooled neet avoidant doomer

How old are you?

 

[SnakeCel]

I think loss of emotion and sense of self, as well as anhedonia, are both common to see in incels. Especially if you are LDARing a lot it will happen. As incels we are intentionally deprived of purpose and joy by soyciety. They dedicate entire teams of intelligence agencies to bring us down and demoralize us.

 

[CorpseWatcher]

How old are you?

18

 

[CorpseWatcher]

I think loss of emotion and sense of self, as well as anhedonia, are both common to see in incels. Especially if you are LDARing a lot it will happen. As incels we are intentionally deprived of purpose and joy by soyciety. They dedicate entire teams of intelligence agencies to bring us down and demoralize us.

Fair I might Drugdealmaxx in (Bakery Sim for android) just to feel like I'm doing sum

 

[Antifem Lord]

We had no chance to develop a self because we were most likely isolated our whole lives because we were never wanted

 

[RicaGames]

18

You still have hope, I don't think you belong here, don't take this as an offense.

 

[ldargoblin]

View: https://youtu.be/ZVShxdbO1w4?t=38

 

[DarkClown97]

Same

 

[NonNTsubhuman]

This is the natural state of being sub5 tbh

 

[Cnidoblastos]

So look for hobbies

And copes.

 

[NonNTsubhuman]

Wait until you're a year away from your 30s. You'll truly lose all the hope you still have inside of you. Most people here can still somewhat salvage their 20s if they get lucky and at least experience something. But God, once you're 30, you're truly lost. Younger girls don't want you, and the girls—pardon me, women—your age are all roasties with their own kids and families. Only then will you feel truly alien. I can't believe that I can no longer even attempt to date a teen girl. My brain is stuck in my teens, but I'm rotting in an adult body. It's a truly soul-breaking state.

Broootal, relatable af
Just turned wizard. Life have always been shit but at this age u truly experience how much of a failure you are. People you used to know getting married and having kids.
You cant get a job and do minimal work because now ur a fucking full grown man and people expect you to know shit and take responsibility.
And as u said about dateing... I still look at the fkn 18 year old sluts that I wanted back in the day, realizing that im a fkn grandpa to these whores and totally invisible.
And foids my age? They expect me to have my shit together, steady job and income, experience from previous relationships and knowing shit...
Its truly impossible to come back at this point even a time machine wont save us because we'd still be sub5

Holy fk its truly fkn over

 

[ldargoblin]

The worst part is, as you said, seeing all the people you used to know getting married and having kids. Not just dating, but getting freaking children and marriage... It's soul-crushing to witness.

Married life is full of its own stresses: you are expected to bust your ass at work, there is the fear of your wife's reproach and comparison to more successful husbands, your wife gets old and fat before your eyes and might cheat on you. You'll even compare your child to others and constantly worry about whether you're a good father or a failure

 

[CorpseWatcher]

You still have hope, I don't think you belong here, don't take this as an offense.

True but I'm a loser all around

There are some on this forum that At least can look successful and have good paying jobs and maybe some sport accolades.

Me i gave up on all sports.

I make shit grades.

I'm fat.

I could change but my mind is odd I suspect I developed a Personality disorder or i have borderline Autism or severe adhd