Sometimes I go out in the middle of the night to the 24/7 stores around my neighborhood to buy alcohol or fast food or anything. I find it more convenient going at night cause that way I don't have to put up with crowds. While I'm walking under the dim lights of the faroles, I think that if a robber just comes out of nowhere and demands my money, I wouldn't mind if he kills me, in fact I'd just told him to shoot me in the face to end my existence. I don't care if I die, I don't care if I'm hit by a car, sometimes I don't even see both sides before crossing a street. Life is just meaningless when you're alone.
