Venting I deeply hate every person that's more sociable than me or has better social skills than me

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Every time I hear normies at work yapping about their lives or just making small talk with each other, I get extremely depressed

Every time I see people socializing in the gym, I feel a mix of anger and sadness

Or when relatives come over and actually start trying to make small talk with me… I have literally nothing going on in my life. I can't think of a single thing to say

I'll probably never be able to socialize properly. The childhood trauma took away my ability to really connect or bond with other people. On top of that I'm extremely love-shy because of it

I feel like a pathetic, empty, low-IQ person who can't even do the most basic human thing: just share information and talk normally

At this point I'm basically an alien

Honestly, it's completely over

The social-circle pill is devastating

The human brain is a joke. It's not impressive at all. You have zero control over your childhood, and a huge part of your brain chemistry, personality, and entire development depends on that fuckass stage where you literally control nothing

 

[Sloth]

Honestly, it's completely over

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Can you move this to Incel Discussion please? @Fat Link

 

[Acorn]

Can you move this to Incel Discussion please? @Fat Link

sewer discussdom

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

sewer discussdom

Mogs hard tbh

 

[Sloth]

Mogs hard tbh

 

[FEMCELS FANTASY]

Can you move this to Incel Discussion please? @Fat Link

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Only if they are also higher IQ than me. If they are better socially but dumber, at least I think that it's the fair price to pay. But then I meet people who are simply genetically better than me in every aspect, and it's just wrong: how can they have the perks without the drawbacks?

 

[guessthatsit]

Only if they are also higher IQ than me. If they are better socially but dumber, at least I think that it's the fair price to pay. But then I meet people who are simply genetically better than me in every aspect, and it's just wrong: how can they have the perks without the drawbacks?

IQ is cope

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Only if they are also higher IQ than me. If they are better socially but dumber, at least I think that it's the fair price to pay. But then I meet people who are simply genetically better than me in every aspect, and it's just wrong: how can they have the perks without the drawbacks?

Good point. I'm low IQ, and always envied the smart people in my class. I feel deep hate for both types, tho

 

[VanGobbel]

over for envycels

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

i was going to say u mogg me to hell for going outside at all but id probably be the exact same i only had friends when i was a little kid and then they abandoned me. years of isolation has nuked my ability to socialize with normies so it would require sisyphean level effort to overcome for little in return. im just gonna neet until i die ig

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Good point. I'm low IQ, and always envied the smart people in my class. I feel deep hate for both types, tho

It's because all my youth I coped for my lack of social success by believing in the "autistic genius" or "smart nerd" stereotype; I thought that the loneliness wass the price to pay for being more interesting or intelligent than my peers.
When I see a socially successful person who's also smarter than me, it's not that I envy him, it's that it makes me realize that there was no balance to it, that I am in fact not a misunderstood genius, a late bloomer nor more unique and interesting than others, but a mere low-IQ, low-EQ, ugly loser who's failed and is subnormal in every facet of life.

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

i was going to say u mogg me to hell for going outside at all but id probably be the exact same i only had friends when i was a little kid and then they abandoned me. years of isolation has nuked my ability to socialize with normies so it would require sisyphean level effort to overcome for little in return. im just gonna neet until i die ig

Brutal man, I feel your pain and can relate. I don't leave my house anymore, except for going to work, the store, the gym (once every weeks), or the things I'm foced to do, as an "adult"

My "friends" I used to smoke Weed with, have abandoned me recently. It's saturday 6 PM, and I'm rotting, as usual

Tbf, I've been rotting my whole life after like age 13. I got into video games, then years of isolation followed until like age 20, where I started trying to improve my life with normie advices, until now. The damage has already been done. Childhood trauma, years of isolation and Inceldom rotted my brain away. Well, I had an incel-type friendgroup during during that time (middle- and highschool). Kindergarten and elementary school were the only times I hung up with normie scum, who developed to life- and sexhavers

It's sadly over. I'll keep coping with drugs or meds until I die

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

It's because all my youth I coped for my lack of social success by believing in the "autistic genius" or "smart nerd" stereotype; I thought that the loneliness wass the price to pay for being more interesting or intelligent than my peers.

Damn, I also had that stage. I used to bring 1000-page programming books into class and read them. I was so clueless and pathetic at that time, it's cringe to think about it

When I see a socially successful person who's also smarter than me, it's not that I envy him, it's that it makes me realize that there was no balance to it, that I am in fact not a misunderstood genius, a late bloomer nor more unique and interesting than others, but a mere low-IQ, low-EQ, ugly loser who's failed and is subnormal in every facet of life.

I understand, can relate 100%

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

Brutal man, I feel your pain and can relate. I don't leave my house anymore, except for going to work, the store, the gym (once every weeks), or the things I'm foced to do, as an "adult"

My "friends" I used to smoke Weed with, have abandoned me recently. It's saturday 6 PM, and I'm rotting, as usual

Tbf, I've been rotting my whole life after like age 13. I got into video games, then years of isolation followed until like age 20, where I started trying to improve my life with normie advices, until now. The damage has already been done. Childhood trauma, years of isolation and Inceldom rotted my brain away. Well, I had an incel-type friendgroup during during that time (middle- and highschool). Kindergarten and elementary school were the only times I hung up with normie scum, who developed to life- and sexhavers

It's sadly over. I'll be coping with drugs or meds until I die

it never began. even if i somehow managed to improve and maxx out everything about my life, ive missed out on so many experiences and milestones that normies get to have for simply existing. they take their friends, family, gfs, sanity, everything, for granted. the mockery, isolation, and abandonment ive been dealt by normscum throughout my life has left me too beaten down to even try anymore. the pain won't ever go away or be made right, and my hatred for them renders the possibility of reintegration into society unpalatable.

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

it never began. even if i somehow managed to improve and maxx out everything about my life, ive missed out on so many experiences and milestones that normies get to have for simply existing. they take their friends, family, gfs, sanity, everything, for granted. the mockery, isolation, and abandonment ive been dealt by normscum throughout my life has left me too beaten down to even try anymore. the pain won't ever go away or be made right, and my hatred for them renders the possibility of reintegration into society unpalatable.

Truth nuke. Well said, brocel. It hurts to read because I'm 25 y/o, missed out on everything. It's unfortunately over me. I got defeated by circumstances. The pain is unbereable

 

[DutchNDcel]

Damn, I also had that stage. I used to bring 1000-page programming books into class and read them. I was so clueless and pathetic at that time, it's cringe to think about it


I understand, can relate 100%

Its an incel classic i feel like, i did the same thing in high school. not because it was true, but because the getting good grades on the simple work was the only thing i could do. I just became extremely bluepilled and depersonalized and thought "they will like me when im a philosopher/doctor, etc. Neet incel instead.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I got defeated by circumstances.

same

it's completely over

The social-circle pill is devastating

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Its an incel classic i feel like, i did the same thing in high school. not because it was true, but because the getting good grades on the simple work was the only thing i could do. I just became extremely bluepilled and depersonalized and thought "they will like me when im a philosopher/doctor, etc. Neet incel instead.

Yeah, good point. A lot of us seem to relate with this

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

same

Brutal, brocel. I'm sorry