darkdungeon
Gespatchopilled Shrekcel
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I'm sick of people feeling sorry for me.
I have no future.
I have no friends.
I hate my family.
I hate my job.
I am living for no reason.
My complaints are always invalid to people.
I never got the special help that Chad did at school, simply because I was ugly. I had a special teacher once for about 3 months because I was failing class. That's it. Chad got his own teacher if he felt like it. Got more attention, even if we had to raise our hands to answer a question. Teachers always threatened or encouraged violence against me. Then they wondered why I misbehave. School fucked me up for life, mix it with a neurotic, insecure and lazy, ungrateful mother and you get me. Let me tell you guys the truth... If I was American, I would have gone ER and made them all pay. I sympathize with those who do it more than the families of the dead. I don't think I'm low inhib enough to have ever done it but I just wanted them dead, out of my life and the world. Of course they never and live happy normie lives now. I would never go ER anymore. I just want everyone I hate to be gone from the world. Just poof, vanished in an instant. I rot now with no self-esteem or goals because honestly, I thought I would be dead by 20 either from someone I angered or suicide. I've had that prediction since I was 13 or something. It was all because of my face and my body. They hated me because my mother was too lazy to feed me proper food or instill healthy habits. I stunk because she never taught me to bathe properly, I had to learn from movies and TV. I had no social skills because going outside meant I'd be killed and raped (likely a better alternative to living this life tbh) I just wish I never existed.
I give up on being nice, the world does you no favours for it. From now on, I'm going to make normies lives as inconvenient as I can whilst I wageslave. I'm still not allowed outside even though I'm 22, only when wageslaving. She doesn't love me, she just doesn't want to lose her personal property and income aid. Normies stopped me from joining their ranks, now I'll never recover and will be and feel alone for the rest of my existence.
I have no future.
I have no friends.
I hate my family.
I hate my job.
I am living for no reason.
My complaints are always invalid to people.
I never got the special help that Chad did at school, simply because I was ugly. I had a special teacher once for about 3 months because I was failing class. That's it. Chad got his own teacher if he felt like it. Got more attention, even if we had to raise our hands to answer a question. Teachers always threatened or encouraged violence against me. Then they wondered why I misbehave. School fucked me up for life, mix it with a neurotic, insecure and lazy, ungrateful mother and you get me. Let me tell you guys the truth... If I was American, I would have gone ER and made them all pay. I sympathize with those who do it more than the families of the dead. I don't think I'm low inhib enough to have ever done it but I just wanted them dead, out of my life and the world. Of course they never and live happy normie lives now. I would never go ER anymore. I just want everyone I hate to be gone from the world. Just poof, vanished in an instant. I rot now with no self-esteem or goals because honestly, I thought I would be dead by 20 either from someone I angered or suicide. I've had that prediction since I was 13 or something. It was all because of my face and my body. They hated me because my mother was too lazy to feed me proper food or instill healthy habits. I stunk because she never taught me to bathe properly, I had to learn from movies and TV. I had no social skills because going outside meant I'd be killed and raped (likely a better alternative to living this life tbh) I just wish I never existed.
I give up on being nice, the world does you no favours for it. From now on, I'm going to make normies lives as inconvenient as I can whilst I wageslave. I'm still not allowed outside even though I'm 22, only when wageslaving. She doesn't love me, she just doesn't want to lose her personal property and income aid. Normies stopped me from joining their ranks, now I'll never recover and will be and feel alone for the rest of my existence.