Venting I can't stop lying to myself

[nico]

Everytime I get the reality check, I start coping with career bullshit and thinking that if someday I move to the west, make enough money to surgerymaxx and heightmaxx maybe then I can live a perfect life.
But that's really not possible considering the current political atmosphere.
Jewmerica banned international students, jewrop tightened visas for students and aussie niggers have already been trying to reduce curry migrants.

I should stop coping with this false hope and just complete my education then rot in my village.
Honestly I'd prefer to rot in village than in a 12 m2 room in the concrete jungle .

 

[DreamCoper]

Still a shit ton of currys studying at my uni in Aus, it's definitely doable, they outnumber whites atm.

 

[nico]

Still a shit ton of currys studying at my uni in Aus, it's definitely doable, they outnumber whites atm.

I'm not in STEM.
Finance, which isn't really a field curries can make it in especially in Aus , which has a smaller financial market.

 

[LeonTheSilent]

Turn in to a monk and make you village in to The Shire.

 

[DreamCoper]

I'm not in STEM.
Finance, which isn't really a field curries can make it in especially in Aus , which has a smaller financial market.

oh right fair enough, finance is just loaded with dumb rich kids pretending to be productive here

 

[nico]

Turn in to a monk and make you village in to The Shire.

It's fucked but I have my people there, I'd be safe and have sort of a support system to atleast stay sane.

 

[nico]

oh right fair enough, finance is just loaded with dumb rich kids pretending to be productive here

yup.
I wished to be in jewmerica working for jewish banks but that's just too expensive and now impossible since the ban

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

I should stop coping with this false hope

It's a defense mechanism. I experience it sometimes as well.

It's like there is a permanent little spark of hope deep in my soul. to prevent me from going completely feral.

 

[nico]

It's a defense mechanism. I experience it sometimes as well.

It's like there is a permanent little spark of hope deep in my soul. to prevent me from going completely feral.

yea.

 

[nico]

It's a defense mechanism. I experience it sometimes as well.

It's like there is a permanent little spark of hope deep in my soul. to prevent me from going completely feral.

you're under attack btw

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

you're under attack btw

 

[nico]

kanga army, assemble

 

[The Wolf]

 

[LeonTheSilent]

It's fucked but I have my people there, I'd be safe and have sort of a support system to atleast stay sane.

See ? Sauron won't even notice you. Everything will be fine.

 

[nico]

See ? Sauron won't even notice you. Everything will be fine.

sauron?