It's Over I can't quit drugs for the life of me. I'm a junkie.

[Junkie]

As I was explaining to a member here, I enjoy shooting up heroin and snorting cocaine. I don't believe drugs are inherently bad.

I understand they can become a problem if you overdo them, which I have and pay the price for. But being human is a condition that requires constant anesthesia and my life without drugs would be worse.

 

[ai_cel]

Its hard to quit drugs when life is rigged

 

[Jimb0]

Was expecting hearing some "oh I love smoking pot with my dudes mane" type stuff, not fucking heroin and blow LMFAO, nigga you're a time bomb waiting to OD get help!

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

The human condition itself is suffering, and everyone finds their own sedative, but these drugs have a way of turning an escape into its own prison.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

I'm quite interested - how did you started doing drugs?
Usually, people doesn't do this, when not encouraged by their colleagues (with dealer contacts) (that's why i don't like both alcohol (except good low % beer) and tobacco).

 

[H8mychudlife]

How tf you afford this addiction?

 

[endoftheskies]

I'm quite interested - how did you started doing drugs?
Usually, people doesn't do this, when not encouraged by their colleagues (with dealer contacts) (that's why i don't like both alcohol (except good low % beer) and tobacco).

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Idle hands are the devil's plaything.

 

[zd60]

I don't see a point in quitting, i just do the drugs that i can get my hands on whenever i can no point to quit

 

[Junkie]

how did you started doing drugs?

A Mexican co-worker invited me for a drink and told me about this substance he experimented with the previous night, the description of which caught my interest. I learned that you could use it to ease your pain and go to a more comfortable place, like entering heaven. He introduced me to his plugs. I contacted them. Heroin became my favorite drug thereafter. I asked them what else they got. My rock idols did a lot of cocaine in their prime and the high-quality material that we listen to was produced while they were on cocaine or some other drug, so I figured why not giving it a chance? Here I am now.

How tf you afford this addiction?

I work and have family money.

 

[Livonica_Irreale]

A Mexican co-worker invited me for a drink and told me about this substance he experimented with the previous night, the description of which caught my interest. I learned that you could use it to ease your pain and go to a more comfortable place, like entering heaven.

Why did you trust a Mexican in drugs? He could be some cartel bait or shit.

My rock idols did a lot of cocaine in their prime and the high-quality material that we listen to was produced while they were on cocaine or some other drug, so I figured why not giving it a chance? Here I am now.

“Where men are forbidden to honour a king they honour millionaires, athletes, or film-stars instead: even famous prostitutes or gangsters. For spiritual nature, like bodily nature, will be served; deny it food and it will gobble poison.”​

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

I don't see a point in quitting, i just do the drugs that i can get my hands on whenever i can no point to quit

It can get problematic if OP is running low on money or in worst case he starts with acquisition crime

 

[Junkie]

Why did you trust a Mexican in drugs? He could be some cartel bait or shit.

I had known him for a while. He was not your typical Mexican thug. He was a decent guy who spoke proper English and respected the locals. But he was experiencing more hell than high water and needed a cop-out. So did I. The drugs served us well. It's my responsibility, not his.

“Where men are forbidden to honour a king they honour millionaires, athletes, or film-stars instead: even famous prostitutes or gangsters. For spiritual nature, like bodily nature, will be served; deny it food and it will gobble poison.”​

True. We look up to musicians/artists in this society, not to scientists or warriors. Says a lot about our downfall.

 

[zd60]

It can get problematic if OP is running low on money or in worst case he starts with acquisition crime

i've reached that point, im drowning in debt because of drugs but don't really care it'll kill me before anything else arises

 

[Atavistic Autist]

A Mexican co-worker invited me for a drink and told me about this substance he experimented with the previous night, the description of which caught my interest. I learned that you could use it to ease your pain and go to a more comfortable place, like entering heaven. He introduced me to his plugs. I contacted them. Heroin became my favorite drug thereafter. I asked them what else they got. My rock idols did a lot of cocaine in their prime and the high-quality material that we listen to was produced while they were on cocaine or some other drug, so I figured why not giving it a chance? Here I am now.

If only you got introduced to opioids through my threads, which counsel taking the lowest effective dose orally

 

[Junkie]

If only you got introduced to opioids through my threads, which counsel taking the lowest effective dose orally

I feel ashamed for taking so long to discover this forum. So many good threads here.

 

[superpsycho]

never done drugs.

 

[Clockwork]

I don't even have the money for drugs. Even becoming an alcoholic would fk up my already terrible financial situation.

 

[TooSomething]

Brocel, please reconsider. I don't want you do OD ... .
I have been injected with morpheen once, due to backpain.

I think it is similar to heroin.

I know why you like it so much. I've had this warm feeling in my stomach and heart and I was so relaxed and happy that I wanted to hug the whole world.

I got so low inhib that I'd chat with the nurses and just enjoy being in the moment.

I felt like I was laying in my mother's bosom, being caressed by here. I felt loved and protected.

That stuff is insanely dangerous

 

[Junkie]

Brocel, please reconsider. I don't want you do OD ... .
I have been injected with morpheen once, due to backpain.

I think it is similar to heroin.

I know why you like it so much. I've had this warm feeling in my stomach and heart and I was so relaxed and happy that I wanted to hug the whole world.

I got so low inhib that I'd chat with the nurses and just enjoy being in the moment.

I felt like I was laying in my mother's bosom, being caressed by here. I felt loved and protected.

That stuff is insanely dangerous

Thanks for the kind message. I get itchy to shoot up again just by remembering what it feels like. When I ran out of money and could not buy any drugs, I would Google the effects of heroin on the body just so I could feel like I was on it. Crazy stuff.

I told myself several times that I don't need the drugs to live. Minutes after saying that, I did drugs again, so I'm not sure I can make it, but I will try to quit one more time.

 

[Lifeless]

same mang, it's my only cope

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Sorry to hear that, that's an awful addiction. I hope you're able to get help, getting off heroin is one of if not the hardest thing to get off of.

 

[TooSomething]

Thanks for the kind message. I get itchy to shoot up again just by remembering what it feels like. When I ran out of money and could not buy any drugs, I would Google the effects of heroin on the body just so I could feel like I was on it. Crazy stuff.

I told myself several times that I don't need the drugs to live. Minutes after saying that, I did drugs again, so I'm not sure I can make it, but I will try to quit one more time.

I am gonna be honest. I am still hooked on that stuff, to this day.
I never tried getting it and never injected it myself as my willpower and convictions are that much stronger.

What I struggle with quitting, though, is porn.
I atruggle with that A LOT!
That is my only vice, I think, and it truely sucks.
So, at least there I know what it feels like to loose control and not act rationally.

Just know that I don't judge you. I understand and I hope we can each beat our addiction and get stronger.

I just hope you will be ok.

 

[TBIcel]

A little recreational cocaine isn't that bad it's not the most addicting of drugs as long as one isn't smoking it.