I have grown tired of socializing
I used to smile at strangers whenever i walk by, but now i cant force a smile on my face, Even in family photos because i know how hideous i look when i smile and how easily ill get overlooked at.
All i feel is hatred
I watch crowds pass by and see "masks" speaking to 'masks". They call it connection. They call it love. I call it a pathetic excuse not to feel lonely and hunger wearing a prettier face.
The older I become, the less faith I have in humanity.
All normies chase status, beauty, power, validation and anything that lets them feel superior for a short amount of time.
There entire identities is purely based on wanting to be desired, feared, or admired.
Maybe that is why I feel sick when I look around. Not because of any person, but maybe because I cannot escape the cycle.
The endless competition, performance.
Nothing will ever compare to the disgust i feel for these people.
TL;D: I no longer enjoy socializing. The older I get, the more artificial people seem. Everywhere I look, I see individuals chasing status, beauty, validation, and approval while calling it connection. Life feels like an endless performance where everyone wears a mask. I have lost faith in humanity and grown disgusted with the cycle of competition, superficiality, and the constant need to be admired.
I used to smile at strangers whenever i walk by, but now i cant force a smile on my face, Even in family photos because i know how hideous i look when i smile and how easily ill get overlooked at.
All i feel is hatred
I watch crowds pass by and see "masks" speaking to 'masks". They call it connection. They call it love. I call it a pathetic excuse not to feel lonely and hunger wearing a prettier face.
The older I become, the less faith I have in humanity.
All normies chase status, beauty, power, validation and anything that lets them feel superior for a short amount of time.
There entire identities is purely based on wanting to be desired, feared, or admired.
Maybe that is why I feel sick when I look around. Not because of any person, but maybe because I cannot escape the cycle.
The endless competition, performance.
Nothing will ever compare to the disgust i feel for these people.
TL;D: I no longer enjoy socializing. The older I get, the more artificial people seem. Everywhere I look, I see individuals chasing status, beauty, validation, and approval while calling it connection. Life feels like an endless performance where everyone wears a mask. I have lost faith in humanity and grown disgusted with the cycle of competition, superficiality, and the constant need to be admired.
