RageFuel I can't have what I fucking want and it hurts

[Bruticus]

It's just agonizing.

It never hit me until now how brutally over it is.

I'm gonna literally die alone—there's no escaping this

Never in my life have I ever gotten something I wanted...all I see in my past is just agony and pain at a life that could have been amazing, but instead is just filled with suffering

I look at the world from the outside in. I can't participate in it no matter what I do.

I want sex, I want money, I want love, I want friends

I can see it. I can fucking see all those things in front of me dangled like a carrot on a string.

But I cant fucking have it, and that's what kills me.

I will die and the last thing I will ever see within my eyes is everything I want

How much are you willing to bet the nurse who takes me off life support will do it because she's impatient and wants to get home to her chad boyfriend?

 

[Antifem Lord]

 

[real_blackcel]

"I was born and my life was over"

 

[Michael15651]

It’s like getting kicked in the balls but instead backwards

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[Touch Em 2x Tommy]

Bru-tal

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Gene discovery and polygenic prediction from a genome-wide association study of educational attainment in 1.1 million individuals​

Here we conducted a large-scale genetic association analysis of educational attainment in a sample of approximately 1.1 million individuals and identify 1,271 independent genome-wide-significant SNPs. For the SNPs taken together, we found evidence of heterogeneous effects across environments. The SNPs implicate genes involved in brain-development processes and neuron-to-neuron communication. In a separate analysis of the X chromosome, we identify 10 independent genome-wide-significant SNPs and estimate a SNP heritability of around 0.3% in both men and women, consistent with partial dosage compensation. A joint (multi-phenotype) analysis of educational attainment and three related cognitive phenotypes generates polygenic scores that explain 11–13% of the variance in educational attainment and 7–10% of the variance in cognitive performance. This prediction accuracy substantially increases the utility of polygenic scores as tools in research.

Gene discovery and polygenic prediction from a genome-wide association study of educational attainment in 1.1 million individuals - Nature Genetics

Gene discovery and polygenic predictions from a genome-wide association study of educational attainment in 1.1 million individuals.

www.nature.com

ALFA Allele Frequency
The ALFA project provide aggregate allele frequency from dbGaP. More information is available on the project page including descriptions, data access, and terms of use.


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Search:

Population	Group	Sample Size	Ref Allele	Alt Allele

Population	Group	Sample Size	Ref Allele	Alt Allele
Total	Global	159708	G=0.804506	T=0.195494
European	Sub	138852	G=0.807003	T=0.192997
African	Sub	6680	G=0.8226	T=0.1774
African Others	Sub	242	G=0.826	T=0.174
African American	Sub	6438	G=0.8225	T=0.1775
Asian	Sub	636	G=0.436	T=0.564
East Asian	Sub	504	G=0.415	T=0.585
Other Asian	Sub	132	G=0.515	T=0.485
Latin American 1	Sub	758	G=0.811	T=0.189
Latin American 2	Sub	6320	G=0.7983

 

[Bruticus]

basically sums up my rant in one gif

 

[subhumanmanlet]

"there is no justice"

 

[Antifem Lord]

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ALFA Allele Frequency
The ALFA project provide aggregate allele frequency from dbGaP. More information is available on the project page including descriptions, data access, and terms of use.


Release Version: 20201027095038

Search:

Population	Group	Sample Size	Ref Allele	Alt Allele

Population	Group	Sample Size	Ref Allele	Alt Allele
Total	Global	159708	G=0.804506	T=0.195494
European	Sub	138852	G=0.807003	T=0.192997
African	Sub	6680	G=0.8226	T=0.1774
African Others	Sub	242	G=0.826	T=0.174
African American	Sub	6438	G=0.8225	T=0.1775
Asian	Sub	636	G=0.436	T=0.564
East Asian	Sub	504	G=0.415	T=0.585
Other Asian	Sub	132	G=0.515	T=0.485
Latin American 1	Sub	758	G=0.811	T=0.189
Latin American 2	Sub	6320	G=0.7983

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[Intellau_Celistic]

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"there is no justice"

 

[NorthernWind]

Life is an agony, suffering and torture.

 

[RottenBanana]

I don't care anymore I'm ugly and destined to rot and die alone.

 

[Bruticus]

I don't care anymore I'm ugly and destined to rot and die alone.

how does it not bother you though? I hate this limbo I'm in so much

 

[Breathingflaws]

"desire is the root of all suffering" While this saying is so true it also means you should desire obtainable things.I know its hard to hear "do hobbies ! when you're so fucking depressed- i hated that shit but after enough misery thats what i started to do. If you only desire impossible shit yeah you are causing this suffering- but i get it- its fucking horrid agony to want basic things and not be able to. I just gave up long ago and numb myself out. I showed maslows heirarchy of needs to my psych whore and she was speechless. Of course she was. There are no answers man. Also we all die alone, having someone around doesnt mean they die with you.

 

[Cypher_Reloaded]

I like to think of my dating life as a war zone. It is just hell, nobody is happy, and you don't know what will happen next.