Venting why can't i get cancer or something

[RealSchizo]

I dream of getting cancer. Why can't I get some uncurable disease and just die? I am way too demoralized to keep going. Life is not for everyone, you have to be blackpilled to some extend in order to progress, but I am completely blackpilled about the state of everything. I can't move an inch anymore, I don't want to. I want to slowly rot and decay from some deadly disease.

 

[Animecel2D]

Stage 1 cancer for you

 

[Clavicus Vile]

It’s simply too hard to die in this modern era. That’s why when I finally make my move, I am going to do everything in my power to make sure I have no chance of survival.

 

[elephant man]

same

 

[Lo3e]

brutal

 

[SilverBullet]

I'd rather be terminally ill than chronically ill. Just more pain and suffering to be inflicted on me in this shit life. If I had cancer, or something that has a chance at killing me, I wouldn't bother getting treatment

 

[D. B. Gooner]

I will be praying for your cancer brother.

 

[Mr.Breb]

brutal

 

[slavcel11]

Why do I never happen to share this "omg I just want to die" sentiment from incels? It's not like I've ever looked death in the face. And yet, somehow I'm able to appreciate being alive even as a despicable incel maggot.

 

[TooSomething]

That's a horrible way to check out, man. Son't ask for that.

 

[sullen]

league players ain't wishing cancer these days

 

[BricABrac]

Why do I never happen to share this "omg I just want to die" sentiment from incels? It's not like I've ever looked death in the face. And yet, somehow I'm able to appreciate being alive even as a despicable incel maggot.

fakecel tbh

 

[slavcel11]

fakecel tbh

whatever, I just can't fathom how one can wish for death if he's able bodied and doesn't suffer from some terrible physical condition. And wanting to die from cancer is why I can't take this forum seriously

 

[RealSchizo]

Why do I never happen to share this "omg I just want to die" sentiment from incels? It's not like I've ever looked death in the face. And yet, somehow I'm able to appreciate being alive even as a despicable incel maggot.

Because your life is not as bad as some on here. I feel like the unluckiest user on the forum, and I'm pretty sure that I may be in top 5% users with the most brutal fates. Not trying to victimize myself, but thats just how it is.

 

[JesusChristReborn]

I'd rather be terminally ill than chronically ill. Just more pain and suffering to be inflicted on me in this shit life. If I had cancer, or something that has a chance at killing me, I wouldn't bother getting treatment

Cancer treatment is BS even for people who love life. I've heard stories of people who got on chemo hoping to they'd live, but they just ended up feeling sick and terrible for their final year when they could've felt fine and enjoyed it. Fucked up shit.

 

[RealSchizo]

whatever, I just can't fathom how one can wish for death if he's able bodied and doesn't suffer from some terrible physical condition. And wanting to die from cancer is why I can't take this forum seriously

I want this suffering to END. This is why I want to die, I will eventually die. Everyone does, but I don't care about existing. Muh appreciate the fact that you're breathing, bro! This shit is straight out of reddit. There is nothing positive about being alive as a genetic dead end.

 

[slavcel11]

There is nothing positive about being alive as a genetic dead end.

then die, why wait. End this suffering or whatever.

 

[RealSchizo]

Cancer treatment is BS even for people who love life. I've heard stories of people who got on chemo hoping to they'd live, but they just ended up feeling sick and terrible for their final year when they could've felt fine and enjoyed it. Fucked up shit.

Chemo is a waste of money. I'd just accept the fact that nature no longer wants me around and die. Why are normies so obsessed with living, fuck that shit. Being dead mogs being alive, because you don't get to suffer. You don't get to feel, or experience any sort of pain, rejection, humiliation, failure no longer.

 

[SilverBullet]

Cancer treatment is BS even for people who love life. I've heard stories of people who got on chemo hoping to they'd live, but they just ended up feeling sick and terrible for their final year when they could've felt fine and enjoyed it. Fucked up shit.

I'd rather just fast and take ivermectin/fenbendazole. if cancer kills me, then so be it. I wouldn't waste thousands just to prolong my shitty life

 

[RealSchizo]

then die, why wait. End this suffering or whatever.

I don't want to die a horrific death, I want to rot and decay from some disease. Didn't you read my thread? No, I don't want to jump off a building or jump in front of a train. These are my only options, and no I won't go like this. It's too high T. Only high T normies rope in violent ways, I would had already pressed the trigger out of impulse if I had guns like they do in America. Guns are a blessing, you can end your life within a 0.1 second.

 

[JesusChristReborn]

Chemo is a waste of money. I'd just accept the fact that nature no longer wants me around and die. Why are normies so obsessed with living, fuck that shit. Being dead mogs being alive, because you don't get to suffer. You don't get to feel, or experience any sort of pain, rejection, humiliation, failure no longer.

Based. I feel for the children of people who's parent spent hundreds of thousands just to live 6 months longer in pain with a terminal illness, genuine retard behavior.