Jerek
Cucks are ugly people in denial.
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This is going to be boring rant: a man in his thirties that feels "old" among an userbase which is, on average, at least 10 years older.
But for some of you 35 is an age where you do not even conceive to exist, and it's normal. For me is reaching 50. If i'll endure to 50, i'll think about roping at 70 etc etc.
I think, since i've became independent i'm happier than before, but there are moments where i feel at my worst: when i go to bed i always fantasize about some quick method of death that will became available for the entire human race and all incels can finally disappear from the world painlessly.
I truly think that a blackpilled non-attractive man cannot find any motivation to live. Yes, i can have copes and there's also escortcelling, i can grow used to be alone but i'm pretty sure all of this will going to bite me in the ass HARD when i'll get even older and feel more lonely.
But even if could get a partner i know she wouldn't be attracted to me, so what's the point. I do not want to be someone that some female settles for. Imagine surrendering to some bluepilled concept and develop affection from a woman and then she leaves you or she cucks you for something out of my control, i wouldn't even want to think about that.
Normal people are bluepilled to an extent that they can delude themselves that they found "love". I don't know how they manage to do that, maybe they are normies and not incels, but there are cucks that are far worse than us in terms of looking (think of the stereotypical fat cuck with a beard) and despite that they can delude themselves too. I guess they know their place as jesters in the society but they manage to live a "normal" life, some of them have children too.
I find myself switching from a position to another endlessly. Sometimes i'm happy because i've got copes, sometimes i hate women, sometimes i hate myself, sometimes i think that i could try to get to know someone but just looking myself into a mirror remembers me that i'm not attractive. Sometimes i escortcel and i feel happy, other times not.
All of this mess while Chad goes through his life effortlessly: today i've seen a chad that was annoying someone in my neighborhood, he was kinda aggressive and someone called the police and he fleed. I bet that dumb shit fucks more (and hotter) women in a week than the average man would do in 10 years. Seeing young girls in their teens makes me so envious of the guys that fucks them. If you miss your teens it's truly over.
In the last year i've started drinking. Not too much, but considering that i've never did that i wonder what will become of me. I'm thinking about smoking too. Nothing exceptional but never did that too. Maybe i'll become an old alcoholoic.
But for some of you 35 is an age where you do not even conceive to exist, and it's normal. For me is reaching 50. If i'll endure to 50, i'll think about roping at 70 etc etc.
I think, since i've became independent i'm happier than before, but there are moments where i feel at my worst: when i go to bed i always fantasize about some quick method of death that will became available for the entire human race and all incels can finally disappear from the world painlessly.
I truly think that a blackpilled non-attractive man cannot find any motivation to live. Yes, i can have copes and there's also escortcelling, i can grow used to be alone but i'm pretty sure all of this will going to bite me in the ass HARD when i'll get even older and feel more lonely.
But even if could get a partner i know she wouldn't be attracted to me, so what's the point. I do not want to be someone that some female settles for. Imagine surrendering to some bluepilled concept and develop affection from a woman and then she leaves you or she cucks you for something out of my control, i wouldn't even want to think about that.
Normal people are bluepilled to an extent that they can delude themselves that they found "love". I don't know how they manage to do that, maybe they are normies and not incels, but there are cucks that are far worse than us in terms of looking (think of the stereotypical fat cuck with a beard) and despite that they can delude themselves too. I guess they know their place as jesters in the society but they manage to live a "normal" life, some of them have children too.
I find myself switching from a position to another endlessly. Sometimes i'm happy because i've got copes, sometimes i hate women, sometimes i hate myself, sometimes i think that i could try to get to know someone but just looking myself into a mirror remembers me that i'm not attractive. Sometimes i escortcel and i feel happy, other times not.
All of this mess while Chad goes through his life effortlessly: today i've seen a chad that was annoying someone in my neighborhood, he was kinda aggressive and someone called the police and he fleed. I bet that dumb shit fucks more (and hotter) women in a week than the average man would do in 10 years. Seeing young girls in their teens makes me so envious of the guys that fucks them. If you miss your teens it's truly over.
In the last year i've started drinking. Not too much, but considering that i've never did that i wonder what will become of me. I'm thinking about smoking too. Nothing exceptional but never did that too. Maybe i'll become an old alcoholoic.