Eternatus
I shall surrender to the darkness beneath me
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She should have loved me back, She is supposed to be my wife, I should have lived with her, hugging us to sleep in the bed, waking up with her hands caressing my neck, having a decent job a good looking car and being cozy with her around places. I shouldn’t have been this, I want to remove this need from my frontal lobe permanently, but Im wired to feel like this, cause this is all fake, Im failed as a human being, my brain is constantly telling me that I failed my purpose as a man, she’s gonna be loved by another man, she’s gonna act nasty and shit with the other man that’s not me, and I cannot sleep with this, Im a nobody but there’s one person in this world that should have cared about me. It’s been 4 years and I wanna escape from this pain.





