I'm tired of everything and I just wanna give up on life in general. I remember that I was full of hope when I first found out about the bp, but the deeper I dived into this shit, the more depressed I found myself becoming. Initially, I was motivated to looksmax and take full advantage of this knowledge, but after taking the teenage love pill, college pill, aging pill, and height pill, I became a whole different person. A person who no longer wants to do anything and just gives up on life. I wish I could go back to the past and change things but it's too late. That's my fate and I feel suffocated, like I have no time to think about roping etc... because I have to wake up and keep going every day.
