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Jakub
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- Joined
- Oct 15, 2021
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I am OUT
This year:
I tried to make friends - nothing. I made one, but now he won't even text me and I won't ask if I can join him and his friends like a beggar every time. Maybe I was boring, annoying, idk. I tried to act natural but I have 0 self-confidence.
Girlfriend - tried to date one girl,[UWSL] rejection and dumping me like a useless toy. At least this how I felt. Yeah, I know I am not entitled and all but amount of pain I felt was just horrible. [/UWSL]
Therapy, gym, diet - I am 24, due to my mental problems I am getting fired every time. I am living alone and every day is just worrying about affording money to get some food or pay rent. I don't even have enough money for food, I am living on debt.
Fucking debt for food in a rich country. Gross.
I am getting fired because I just don't know how to properly interact with pepole.
I would really like to be able to afford therapy but HOW. I have 0 savings, I am physically weak.
Anyway I feel like the only choice I have is suicidemaxxing or something. I can't deal with this life. I don't know. I don't know how to keep job, make at least one friend, how to pay debts (1500$ and still growing).
This is shit not life.
This year:
I tried to make friends - nothing. I made one, but now he won't even text me and I won't ask if I can join him and his friends like a beggar every time. Maybe I was boring, annoying, idk. I tried to act natural but I have 0 self-confidence.
Girlfriend - tried to date one girl,[UWSL] rejection and dumping me like a useless toy. At least this how I felt. Yeah, I know I am not entitled and all but amount of pain I felt was just horrible. [/UWSL]
Therapy, gym, diet - I am 24, due to my mental problems I am getting fired every time. I am living alone and every day is just worrying about affording money to get some food or pay rent. I don't even have enough money for food, I am living on debt.
Fucking debt for food in a rich country. Gross.
I am getting fired because I just don't know how to properly interact with pepole.
I would really like to be able to afford therapy but HOW. I have 0 savings, I am physically weak.
Anyway I feel like the only choice I have is suicidemaxxing or something. I can't deal with this life. I don't know. I don't know how to keep job, make at least one friend, how to pay debts (1500$ and still growing).
This is shit not life.