I am obsessed about a female eceleb. What should I do?

[BurlyTingTong]

I came to realize that I became obsessed with a particular eceleb. I am not going to mention her, unless a mod tells me it's fine. It's not important and I don't want to get banned. I did not plan for this to happen. I change my entire day shedule at the hopes of catching her stream. I always try to watch them. I sometimes skip sleep over it. When I used to go to the gym I also missed it intentionally a few times to watch her stream instead.

I am not exactly in love with her though. I am not saying this to defend myself from being some beta orbiter or something. I am just self-analyzing. I am just much more honest, when I compare myself to the people, who seem to lack the higher brain function to see how completly obsessed they are with this or even other ecelebs. And spam them comments about how they want to fuck them, etc. I just have the ability to look at myself and see a little faggot in there, that for some reason is obsessed with her.

It just cascaded into what it is now. I only knew about her by extension, but didn't watch her content. I then started to watch it more regularly and because I have a lot of time on my hand I rewatched almost everything she put out after a certain date. The thing is that I am not even just obsessed about her, but a group of people she used to be part of. I even liked her ex-boyfriend. I even reached out and started talking to some of them. Except her though, except to harass and shitpost her, which she didn't take very well after a while. She probably thinks I am insane, even though I wasn't serious about any of what I sent.

I think fighting for her attention, when she streams and trying to get my comment read is damaging to my psyche. You basically train yourself to start to value her attention towards you.

Anyway I think what I am going through is a natural reaction. 100,000 years ago, we didn't have social media, so just interacting and meeting with the people in your tribe makes you develop a bond with them. I just happened to develop this bond through the unhealthy mechanism of the internet, instead of the real world.

 

[Belial]

Sounds pretty pathetic man, you've never even seen her in person?

 

[bakadesu]

> naruto avi
> joined yesterday
> legit orbits a female streamer

back to reddit, cuck

 

[Deleted member 60]

consider suicide

 

[BurlyTingTong]

> naruto avi
> joined yestersay
> legit orbits a female streamer

back to reddit, cuck

I am not orbiting her though. I harassed her, sent her "hate" mail. Which was all just shitposting, but it led to me getting blocked on twitter.
I also managed to find out information about her that wasn't public.

Sounds pretty pathetic man, you've never even seen her in person?

Nope.

consider suicide

Not before I know what love is.

 

[acnescarcel]

 

[TheReaper]

> naruto avi

you can't shit on naruto considering your avi.
i agree on the rest

 

[BurlyTingTong]

I literally have her twitter open 24/7 to check on updates.

 

[bakadesu]

you can't shit on naruto considering your avi.
i agree on the rest

Naruto is normie trash

 

[Insomniac]

Let me guess, it’s Brittany Venti?

You’ve posted 2 threads about her..

 

[GoonCel]

you can't shit on naruto considering your avi.

 

[BurlyTingTong]

But guys, you have to look at me in the context of other people.
Other people, who would not be able to self-analyze themselves so well. To realize the flaws in themselves.
Other people, who get a tattoo of their eceleb on their body
Whiteknight them on social media.
Who mod for them.
Interact with her community.
Spend lots of money on her, sent her gifts, get on her discord.
Who are completly unaware of all of this.

Let me guess, it’s Brittany Venti?

You’ve posted 2 threads about her..

I am not going to say anything about who it is, unless a mod tells me explicitely that it's okay.

 

[microDongCityUSA]

if its Brittany Venti why? why do so many guys seem to like her?

 

[TheReaper]

Naruto is normie trash

idk i didn't watch it.
too many episodes

 

[BurlyTingTong]

if its Brittany Venti why? why do so many guys seem to like her?

Ask a mod, if it's okay to say.

Otherwise I would really prefer to keep this discussion about my side of the fence or about this situation generally. This is not an eceleb worship thread. Not that I would. I would shitpost instead, if anything.

 

[Six]

I hate the term eceleb. Celweberity is far superior.

 

[TheSecondComing]

 

[Spite]

neck yourself immediately

 

[Insomniac]

This is pretty fucking sad tbh.

I hope you can get over this man.

 

[FukkenLoser]

I literally have her twitter open 24/7 to check on updates.

 

[BurlyTingTong]

This is pretty fucking sad tbh.

I hope you can get over this man.

What do you guys recommend?

Should I just DEFOO her? Unsub and never watch her again?
Keep watching her, because I have nothing else to do, but try to develop a social life, so she fades away over time?

Check my other thread I created. Many people keep tons of tabs permanently open.

 

[microDongCityUSA]

Ok, well i can relate - i think men are biologically programmed to be providers and when we help a foid out financially/physically before internet days we'd probably get some more alone time with her and progress but nowadays there's 1000 and more men on a single foid if she's a youtube or twitch streamer. Foid gets all that validation/attention, money and more without having to escalate physically with any of these guys.

I have donated to and subbed to a foid on twitch and it actually felt good thinking i was helping her and dreaming our relationship would grow but then I saw other guys like myself doing the same thing and one of the top donator guys actually flew to meet her but it looks like she rejected him because I barely saw him in chat afterwards so its def technology tricking our biological programming similar to porn.

I mean you could end up like one of amouranths mods and get to take her to dinner and carry her luggage but she's married and that's as far as you can take it especially as an unattractive male it won't go any further

 

[FukkenLoser]

What do you guys recommend?

Should I just DEFOO her? Unsub and never watch her again?
Keep watching her, because I have nothing else to do, but try to develop a social life, so she fades away over time?


Check my other thread I created. Many people keep tons of tabs permanently open.

 

[BurlyTingTong]

Ok, well i can relate - i think men are biologically programmed to be providers and when we help a foid out financially/physically before internet days we'd probably get some more alone time with her and progress but nowadays there's 1000 and more men on a single foid if she's a youtube or twitch streamer. Foid gets all that validation/attention, money and more without having to escalate physically with any of these guys.

I have donated to and subbed to a foid on twitch and it actually felt good thinking i was helping her and dreaming our relationship would grow but then I saw other guys like myself doing the same thing and one of the top donator guys actually flew to meet her but it looks like she rejected him because I barely saw him in chat afterwards so its def technology drinking our biological programming similar to porn.

The thing is that I am not even in love with her. That's the funny thing. I was one of the few people that always liked to see her ex-boyfriend appear on stream.

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Nice, it worked. I don't want to have my profile so visible to the public here.

 

[FukkenLoser]

Check my other thread I created

I don't want to have my profile so visible to the public here.

 

[BurlyTingTong]

https://incels.is/threads/things-that-remind-you-are-procrastinating.88638/

 

[Clock Tower]

Start worshipping Ricky Berwick instead
He's a little annoying but at least hes not a hoe

 

[quinn24]

tl;dr

stop being gay and get a waifu like a real man

 

[microDongCityUSA]

The thing is that I am not even in love with her. That's the funny thing. I was one of the few people that always liked to see her ex-boyfriend appear on stream.

Well keep enjoying it then but don't spend anymore money on it and see if she gives you same amount of attention.

 

[BurlyTingTong]

Well keep enjoying it then but don't spend anymore money on it and see if she gives you same amount of attention.

I am not spending any money on her.

tl;dr

stop being gay and get a waifu like a real man

A real life waifu?

 

[blickpall]

Stop being a bluepilled cuck that gives ewhores attention. All you have to do is just stop. Don't open that Twitter. Don't open the URL. Don't send the email. Eventually you'll get over it. Just stop being a baby back bitch.

 

[BurlyTingTong]

Stop being a bluepilled cuck that gives ewhores attention. All you have to do is just stop. Don't open that Twitter. Don't open the URL. Don't send the email. Eventually you'll get over it. Just stop being a baby back bitch.

The problem is that I have so much time on my hands, so I have to fill the void with something.

 

[Insomniac]

The problem is that I have so much time on my hands, so I have to fill the void with something.

Masturbate, play video games, read books, post here, try boxing or MMA, etc.

Anything besides obsessing over some random whore on the internet that doesn’t give two shits about you.

 

[BurlyTingTong]

Masturbate, play video games, read books, post here, try boxing or MMA, etc.

Anything besides obsessing over some random whore on the internet that doesn’t give two shits about you.

I used to be obsessed with HWNDU. That has something to do with it as well.
Why are so many people viewing this thread? This is kinda weird.

 

[Juxtaposition6]

I literally have her twitter open 24/7 to check on updates.

Approach her to get rejectes to grow strong to stop being a cuckboi.

 

[BurlyTingTong]

Approach her to get rejectes to grow strong to stop being a cuckboi.

That doesn't really work online though.

 

[AncapFAG]

But what is the sense of wasting time behind a streamer?

 

[blickpall]

The problem is that I have so much time on my hands, so I have to fill the void with something.

There are over a million things you can do with your time and they are all less of a pathetic time sink than this ewhore.

 

[BurlyTingTong]

There are over a million things you can do with your time and they are all less of a pathetic time sink than this ewhore.

You know what? That's it. I pledge that I will not keep her twitter open anymore. I will just watch her stream. But only if she does something that interests me and not boring shit.

 

[StaroRavager]

Let me guess, it’s Brittany Venti?

You’ve posted 2 threads about her..

Sherlock Holmes, I presume

 

[Insomniac]

Sherlock Holmes, I presume

Doesn’t take a genius..

 

[Deleted member 60]

Stop being a bluepilled cuck that gives ewhores attention. All you have to do is just stop. Don't open that Twitter. Don't open the URL. Don't send the email. Eventually you'll get over it. Just stop being a baby back bitch.

There are over a million things you can do with your time and they are all less of a pathetic time sink than this ewhore.

tbhtbh

 

[anon]

She will never acknowledge you or care about you. Even if she saw you she wouldn't think anything of you. It's like all women you see outside. They might physically see you, but mentally they don't register you because you're subhuman. At most you'll make them feel disgusted or uncomfortable for a second or two.
As she reads your twitch name or whatever platform you're using, she's not thinking of anything but the letters and numbers in your username and how to pronounce it. Basically, it's all subconscious. She doesn't think of you specifically nor does she spend more than 3 seconds vaguely thinking of the attention you're giving her. It takes no more than a few seconds for her to completely erase you or more specifically your username from her memory.
She has a boyfriend, she's had dozens of them and more sex than you've had hot dinners. You will never be one of these men. You'll never even come close.
You're nobody.

 

[Gone Coping]

i don't understand how people like you come to exist OP, you're the same as those fags that donate their entire paychecks to these chicks even when they can't afford rent

 

[BurlyTingTong]

i don't understand how people like you come to exist OP, you're the same as those fags that donate their entire paychecks to these chicks even when they can't afford rent

Actually no. I talked about this already.

 

[jerrycan dan]

 

[blickpall]

You know what? That's it. I pledge that I will not keep her twitter open anymore. I will just watch her stream. But only if she does something that interests me and not boring shit.

This is not the right answer. NO stream. NO twitter. NO emails. Full stop. Cut that bitch out. She is not benefiting your life AT ALL, she is only HARMING you (or rather, you are harming yourself because of her).

 

[RageAgainstTDL]

This is pretty fucking sad tbh.

I hope you can get over this man.

This seriously. Dude get your head straight. What the fuck are you doing with your life? Why? This is gutter tier.

 

[Haywire]

if she aint fucking you then what is the point in watching and obsessing over this cunt. she is preying on pathetic men like you.

 

[FukkenLoser]

tbh me too, 1 extra day of nofap and I'm in your exact position