I did this to Pastel Cutie ASMR and I'm a dirty old man. I have something of uh... a type.
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You'll either stop orbiting willingly and take the blackpill or you'll get rejected time after time untill you learn your lesson.
Sometimes a kid just has to touch a stove to learn.
Sometimes a kid just has to touch a stove to learn.
fuking hell heres what to do
stop being a fucking bitch cuck.
holy shit
stop being a fucking bitch cuck.
holy shit
Start injecting T.
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I didn't choose to be obsessed. At least not directly. It's an emotional reaction I can't just shake off.
But I am not a mentally ill woman that wants to live her life as an ugly dude, so I can't get my hands on that.
I thought about this with myself detached from the situation and I think it would be better to try to replace her with a more active social life and not just with denial.
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Yes, be obsessed, give her all your free time. Be the consumer sheep you were always meant to be.
I also search for her in google and fllter for the last week or day.
I search for her in the 4chan archives.
And I already clicked on her twitter again today.
I search for her in the 4chan archives.
And I already clicked on her twitter again today.
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Wow mods are fags. Jim Profit is right again.
Rope
What happened? My last 2 posts didn't appear.
Edit: Nevermind, I guess it's just double-post prevention. Smart.
Nah mods deleted my post showing who I was talking about, so people would know. Apparently that's "promotion". gay.
"Hey guys, I have something relevant to this topic. Here's a video of the girl who I was a bluepilled orbiter cuck for last week!"
I was trying to do you a favor by deleting it but not warning you for worship, but it seems like idiots will find a way to shoot themselves in the foot no matter how hard you try.
This is certainly way better, but I think that it is also risky because you will run into similar temptations (for orbiting/obsession) with an active social life, not to mention the high probably of it not going well for you (assuming you are incel for a reason). I don't know how old you are, but I'm going to assume that you are pretty young. You could try to find a way to make side cash, or study up on a subject that interests you, or perhaps read a book that addresses the kind of shitty thinking that got you here in the first place. For example, stoicism addresses how to live your life without entanglements, how to perceive the world external to you ("Meditations" by Marcus Aurelius is an easy point of entry into the subject). I can't even really make an intelligent suggestion for you because I don't know you - just think about what would be of most BENEFIT to your life, and then do that.
I feel like half of you aren't even reading what I write.
No, because my theory about the kind of behavior I (and many others who do it that much worse) am exhibiting is that it's basically an unintended consequence of natural behavior, not just a random mental illness. Similar to how Zoo Animals masturbate, while wild animals don't.
I am also not orbiting her. But I can't deny that I am enganging in behavior that can be called obsessive.
But I am not in love with her or anything like that. It's not romantic obsession.
No, because my theory about the kind of behavior I (and many others who do it that much worse) am exhibiting is that it's basically an unintended consequence of natural behavior, not just a random mental illness. Similar to how Zoo Animals masturbate, while wild animals don't.
I am also not orbiting her. But I can't deny that I am enganging in behavior that can be called obsessive.
But I am not in love with her or anything like that. It's not romantic obsession.
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What does this even mean? This cucked behavior is a consequence of natural behavior? I don't think you know what you're talking about. I agree that there is a REASON for your behavior, it's the biological imperative. However, while the motivation is natural, the resultant behavior is clearly dysfunctional. "I want to fuck a pretty girl" = normal motivation. "I will go to where there are women and try to find one to fuck," = normal response. "I have to look back at my previous experience and figure out why I am not getting laid," = above average response. "I will stalk her digitally and never even come close to fucking her, and I know this," = abnormal, cucked response.
This is absolutely untrue.
Why waste time with foids when you could be TTD or Cx
Lmao, which one? Lauren?
It was a one week orbit and it's pretty much the only time I ever did it on the history of me being online. And I've been online since 1993.
I talked about this earlier. When you spend a lot of time with a person, you develop an emotional attachment to them. It's a natural reaction. Of course it wasn't really intended by nature that you develop an attachment to people that you only watch as an observer through the internet. But these unintended things often happen. Like how we not only find human babies cute, but also many animal babies.
That is what I mean. You understand the concept I am trying to convey?
And to explain something. It's not romantic obsession. I am just generally obsessed about her. And not only her, but a certain friend group she was part of. I liked the boyfriend, she has at the time. I was happy that they had each other. She is basically the only person of the group, who puts out content I can watch. That's actually not true, but the other people who still put out content are basically boring losers, who only play games, so they are really unappealing to me.
That's so weird about this. I never watched a female streamer before her.
So you're an apprentice bluepilled cuck. That's your defense?
What you're missing is the reason for why you were watching her as an observer on the internet for so long that you developed a unilateral emotional bond in the first place. THAT is where the dysfunction is. You keep skipping over that part like it didn't happen or like it's common sense.
JFC. You're just trying to live vicariously through them at that point. That is megacope. Why waste your entire day fantasizing about how others live theirs when you can go and actually do something that is self-satisfying?
I just watched her out of boredom and because she was interesting. I knew about her for almost 2 years, but only this year I started to actively watch her content. I really need distractions, first of all. So I am just not so single-mindedly focused on her.
Fuck, I don't know, If I should tell you guys, but I did something bad.
And you are right. I really need to get out and have more of a social life. I often just take weeks or months to respond to people. That's how I lose some potential friends. Fuck. I always think about how it's the wrong moment right now and use self-improvement as an excuse to do things later, when I improved. This has been going on for a long time. FUCK!
Ten Toes Down baby fuck cuck Poseidon
Wanna know another thing I did?
A few weeks, or maybe months ago. I did it a few times, so I am not sure about the time frame, I was personally responsible for the creation of every single thread about her on a certain imageboard. (the one with the higher number) I posted her on every board, where a thread about her might not be deleted for being off-topic. I had dozens of tabs open about her and then after a time just closed the window for my own mental health, to not get tempted by updates.
I closed it to not look at the updates for my own mental health, but here I am.
Idk. Shitposting her is like a drug. I even got her attention, when she posted a screenshot on twitter I immideatly recongized as a certain website, so I created a meta-thread about her, that is still up.
A few weeks, or maybe months ago. I did it a few times, so I am not sure about the time frame, I was personally responsible for the creation of every single thread about her on a certain imageboard. (the one with the higher number) I posted her on every board, where a thread about her might not be deleted for being off-topic. I had dozens of tabs open about her and then after a time just closed the window for my own mental health, to not get tempted by updates.
I closed it to not look at the updates for my own mental health, but here I am.
Idk. Shitposting her is like a drug. I even got her attention, when she posted a screenshot on twitter I immideatly recongized as a certain website, so I created a meta-thread about her, that is still up.
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Ok, I have gone through your thread and I can tell you and I am about to repeat myself, hitting the gym is a good option. It will need your phsysical attention. You can use all your energy for it. Just slowly shift you attention to something else, to something more valuable, something that you can benefit from.
Just keep in mind, this creature does not even know you. She will never be in touch with you. She is not real. There is no interaction with her and your emotional desire for her will never be acknowledged.
Instead of wasting your time with her, shift your focus slowly to yourself and to your actions.
Like I said, hitting the gym is a good thing for you, it will drain your energy and it has positive effects on you. Start eating good and more healthy. Instead of validating females, you should validate yourself.
Thanks man. I have been severely addicted to sweets the last month. I literally have a strange feeling in my stomach/chest area right now, which I interpret as my sugar addiction making itself known.
I really need to go to the gym without quitting after a while. Going there isn't the problem. It's starting to go there.
And I also tend to break all my personl rules like nofap, noporn and no sweets, if I just break one of them. It's a mental weakness I noticed in myself. I all just started with one cheatday...
But the thing is she does know who I am. I talked to her on twitter and email. I think she mistakes me for a really dedicated stalker though, when my only motivation is to shitpost to get a reaction out of her. I think from the context of what she and her friends are saying, she basically thinks I am a specific person that used to stalk her. But I can only guess that, I am not sure.
Stalkmaxx is a nice cope.
I think it's time to help you in the best way I can.
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