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HighTGymcel
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I am going to miss your threads nglno i did not become whitepilled. i took shrooms many hours ago and had a trip. I had a good trip but not a bad trip but the trip did get slightly scary at times but i managed to keep it under control and i had an ego death and saw my mindset through a third person perspective. I am not bluepilled or whitepilled now. In fact i still am a misanthrope. But I cannot handle it on this forum anymore and I didn't even hate anyone but when i initially joined. In fact, at the time, I joined this forum not only to find people i can relate to but out of curiosity too due to the shock value of this forum, but i did not know the forum would eventually influence me, otherwise i perhaps wouldn't have joined. I pretended to be hostile towards society to blend in with the forum, but eventually, the forum really influenced me and thats when I really became angry at the world. I began to hate women and even humans, but half a year ago, i decided that i simply just hated humans (misanthropy).
But now, i still hate humans, but i gotta run away from this forum because i'm nervous about this forum's effect on me, but this forum is WAY better than r/IncelTear (if you're reading this IT, FUCK YOU CUNTS). My shrooms made me see myself in the mirror figuratively speaking, and i hated myself even more despite a good trip. Although i still hated myself before my trip and still felt ashamed of who i became, but now i'm more ashamed.
I still hate humans and wish I could destroy humanity, but I hate myself more than anyone else and I miss who i was back in my childhood. I can't take it anymore. I'm leaving this forum. Goodbye.