Grainbrain_Zombie
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- Feb 12, 2026
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So i’m gonna be 24 now in a few months. Its dawning on me iive reached mid twenties without ever having the simple joy of talking on the phone to a friend, going oit witha. Friend to play football, or just chill and talk. Nobody wanted to be near the big nosed ugly retard at school so I became ashamed of myself and stopped making any effort to befriend people totally.
I got such a deep rooted inferiority complex. High school memories flash in my brain and even talking to a female cashier is interpreted by my adrenal glands as being chased by a fucking sabertooth tiger.
even online i cant make friends. The only social experience i genuinely have is trolling niggas in youtube comments sections and pulling up the Playstation profiles of anyone who beats me in tekken to tell them to “KYS RIGHT NOW”.
I havw the social skill of a neurotic 12 year old bruh.
I get so sad about it every now and then and go back to coping and rotting with gaming and ai porn.
Oh and it took me a fee years of browsing incel forums to actually develop the basic language ability toe xpress these feelings.
I didn’t have a basic
Command over language to express any thoughts or feelings whatsoever until age 19.
i could get into why but it would make the post too long.
I got such a deep rooted inferiority complex. High school memories flash in my brain and even talking to a female cashier is interpreted by my adrenal glands as being chased by a fucking sabertooth tiger.
even online i cant make friends. The only social experience i genuinely have is trolling niggas in youtube comments sections and pulling up the Playstation profiles of anyone who beats me in tekken to tell them to “KYS RIGHT NOW”.
I havw the social skill of a neurotic 12 year old bruh.
I get so sad about it every now and then and go back to coping and rotting with gaming and ai porn.
Oh and it took me a fee years of browsing incel forums to actually develop the basic language ability toe xpress these feelings.
I didn’t have a basic
Command over language to express any thoughts or feelings whatsoever until age 19.
i could get into why but it would make the post too long.





