bwc4life
But what does that mean?
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- Joined
- Dec 23, 2024
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Nowadays I feel ignored by my friends. One my friend that I feel in love with, completely started ignoring me to spend more time with her “friend”. She declines my calls saying that she can’t talk right now but at the same time she talks a lot with her friend. She ignores my messages till the night, and then she says “Oh im sorry I was busy” bitch I literally saw you talking and watching shitty videos on YouTube with your friend on status. I write her a wall of texts about love, I show care forgetting about my own affairs, I ask for forgiveness on my knees if I did something wrong, and all so that she ignores me? So that she answers me with empty words? So that she forgets me altogether? Every single day I see them having fun and posting it on their statuses, every single day I see them being affectionate, every single day I see how happy they are, but I am not. I cry hysterically every single day looking at my ugly face, what is wrong with me? I'm already giving up, I don't have the strength to live any longer, I'm tired, I'm exhausted. I've been rejected three times before, although a direct rejection is better than a fake friendship.





