LDAR I am basically locked up in my room 24/7

[packardD]

the last time I took a shower was precisely a week ago. Yes, I have stopped taking care of myself completely. I am ugly, low status, completely invisible (at best), there is no point. I don’t want to leave my room anymore. I can’t stop thinking about how people almost two times younger than me have had all the experiences in the world already , and I don’t necessarily mean relationships.

I am tired guys. I am tired of spending my life in my room playing video games god damn it. I feel older than I am, I look older than I am. I have been experiencing frequent but short lasting heartaches recently. I don’t know if that is mental or maybe I just don’t move enough? I am dying both inside and outside. It took me 20 minutes to come up with this thread. My brain doesn’t function properly anymore.


Cursed by my parents, now I am a ugly shy loser with unimaginably low self esteem and ED (erectile dysfunction)

 

[Violet loner]

How old are you?

 

[packardD]

How old are you?

Turned 20 in late April

 

[Violet loner]

Turned 20 in late April

How much have you tried to meet up with foids?

 

[packardD]

How much have you tried to meet up with foids?

Haven’t tried a single time in my life. I have been laughed at at school, then (now) at jewuniversity without even approaching them. That is why many years ago I learned my lesson that I am not welcomed in this world and my parents agreed to let me study at home, although i didn’t specify why exactly I wanted to study at home.

 

[AdExpress]

Turned 20 in late April

damn wtf same

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

The heartburn is porbably due to a lack of exercise. I take nightwalks and also cycle. Used to go for runs too, try to take care of your body though, being stuck in your room is miserable though being stuck in a hospital is even more miserable than that. Having to shit in a bad, with like 5 strange boomers across from you in the same room because you had a heart attack is not fun.

 

[Violet loner]

Haven’t tried a single time in my life. I have been laughed at at school, then (now) at jewuniversity without even approaching them. That is why many years ago I learned my lesson that I am not welcomed in this world and my parents agreed to let me study at home, although i didn’t specify why exactly I wanted to study at home.

That's sad. But maybe you could try your luck on internet. Maybe it's not entirely over

 

[packardD]

That's sad. But maybe you could try your luck on internet. Maybe it's not entirely over

what do you mean by that? Dating apps ? If so, I tell you my face looks two times worse on camera than irl, and it is unimaginably disgusting irl. I have very bad skin with follicular macular atrophy, a weird almost unheard of skin condition where if your skin is damaged, the damaged area turns into a small white pimple or cyst looking bump. Those aren’t pimples nor cysts though. Basically my entire upper back, shoulders and chest look like those of Deadpool

 

[Violet loner]

what do you mean by that? Dating apps ? If so, I tell you my face looks two times worse on camera than irl, and it is unimaginably disgusting irl. I have very bad skin with follicular macular atrophy, a weird almost unheard of skin condition where if your skin is damaged, the damaged area turns into a small white pimple or cyst looking bump. Those aren’t pimples nor cysts though. Basically my entire upper back, shoulders and chest look like those of Deadpool

Hmm, same with the photos. Yeah, situation is bad. But you can try to be sure

 

[packardD]

Hmm, same with the photos. Yeah, situation is bad. But you can try to be sure

I don’t have what it takes to try. Don’t have the mental strength and will to try to overcome my situation. Maybe I am not desperate enough. I am pretty finished, objectively speaking. I am a high inhib outcast, that is it.

 

[Diddlium]

Turned 20 in late April

Fuck off. I was expecting you to say 45.

 

[packardD]

Fuck off. I was expecting you to say 45.

Because I mentioned ED? Also about people half my age, it is not rare to see 11-12 yo girls with chokers and shit tons of makeup. You can only wonder what for they dress like that, or better said for who? Even IT motherfuckers admit that many of them lost their virginity at 12-13

 

[Diddlium]

Because I mentioned ED? Also about people half my age, it is not rare to see 11-12 yo girls with chokers and shit tons of makeup. You can only wonder what for they dress like that, or better said for who? Even IT motherfuckers admit that many of them lost their virginity at 12-13

I turn 32 this year. If you want my advice- life got a bit more tolerable once I totally just gave up on foids. Maybe it's over the years seeing how they are, my desire turned into disgust, which turned into outright hate. I'm not going to tell you any nonsense about working out, but try doing something new or a hobby you might be interested in. I had some money left over so I'm working on getting my motorcycle license. Was a dream of mine since I was a kid. It gives me a little bit of a purpose, something to look forward to and distract myself away from my situation. Plus nobody gives a shit if you're fat and riding a Harley

>Even IT motherfuckers admit that many of them lost their virginity at 12-13

Dude Reddit is cucklord fanfic. NOBODY there is getting laid JFL

 

[yeetbender.koala]

Same, I basically never leave.

 

[Malkavian]

the last time I took a shower was precisely a week ago. Yes, I have stopped taking care of myself completely. I am ugly, low status, completely invisible (at best), there is no point. I don’t want to leave my room anymore. I can’t stop thinking about how people almost two times younger than me have had all the experiences in the world already , and I don’t necessarily mean relationships.

I am tired guys. I am tired of spending my life in my room playing video games god damn it. I feel older than I am, I look older than I am. I have been experiencing frequent but short lasting heartaches recently. I don’t know if that is mental or maybe I just don’t move enough? I am dying both inside and outside. It took me 20 minutes to come up with this thread. My brain doesn’t function properly anymore.


Cursed by my parents, now I am a ugly shy loser with unimaginably low self esteem and ED (erectile dysfunction)

I am exactly the same except i am way older i wish i had some drugs to cope with at least.

 

[Lonelyus]

Take a shower dude, Maybe you will look better

 

[rapetorturekill]

Because I mentioned ED? Also about people half my age, it is not rare to see 11-12 yo girls with chokers and shit tons of makeup. You can only wonder what for they dress like that, or better said for who? Even IT motherfuckers admit that many of them lost their virginity at 12-13

 

[WastedPotential]

The heartburn is porbably due to a lack of exercise. I take nightwalks and also cycle. Used to go for runs too, try to take care of your body though, being stuck in your room is miserable though being stuck in a hospital is even more miserable than that. Having to shit in a bad, with like 5 strange boomers across from you in the same room because you had a heart attack is not fun.

He should consider some exercise indeed, you're still pretty young and you'll regret it when you're older. I use a sit stand desk and my back's been hurting way less ever since. Takes some getting used to though.

Otherwise walks are pretty good too. Stretching after getting out of bed.

 

[WastedPotential]

what do you mean by that? Dating apps ? If so, I tell you my face looks two times worse on camera than irl, and it is unimaginably disgusting irl. I have very bad skin with follicular macular atrophy, a weird almost unheard of skin condition where if your skin is damaged, the damaged area turns into a small white pimple or cyst looking bump. Those aren’t pimples nor cysts though. Basically my entire upper back, shoulders and chest look like those of Deadpool

Brutal, what do you do to cope?

 

[Mr.Breb]

what do you mean by that? Dating apps ? If so, I tell you my face looks two times worse on camera than irl, and it is unimaginably disgusting irl. I have very bad skin with follicular macular atrophy, a weird almost unheard of skin condition where if your skin is damaged, the damaged area turns into a small white pimple or cyst looking bump. Those aren’t pimples nor cysts though. Basically my entire upper back, shoulders and chest look like those of Deadpool

Dam, i have exactly the same. Didn't know it had a name. Thanks

 

[f̶a̶k̶e̶c̶e̶l̶]

Same, I basically never leave.