Serious My mom is super pissed at me right now

[VλREN]

So basically a week ago I was raging at some dumbass video game when I punched the wall next to the front door

It’s not that big of a hole in the wall, it’s just that drywall is super fragile actually and it’s easy to penetrate when you put force on it.

But she ended up seeing it a week afterwards, it took her a full week to see the hole in the wall

But yeah she was screaming at me for it saying that I was ungrateful and that I would never do that at my dads house because I am afraid of my dad beating my ass.

She also said that I don’t really care that she almost died last year and that I treat her shit. I mean I did care, I cried a shit ton of times when it happened and I was literally praying to god despite being agnostic. I’ll admit that on here

I mean she’s probably right about all of this

I just don’t know what to do with my life anymore, like I’ll wake up constantly thinking about my future and what that’s most likely going to look like and it’s not good.

I don’t even know how to move up in life, the last three years was me just working at a fast food place that was in walking distance every week. Eventually my mom fell ill and I had to move into my dads house because I am a parasite that can’t take care of it’s self. As of now I’ve basically lost whatever money I saved up during those three years of working.

A part of me wants to “lock in” and try and achieve something to make my life better but then I get all paranoid thinking about something going wrong. I mean it’s just working and slaving away until another disaster in life strikes again.

Plus am not even talking about any major achievements, I just want the basic skills and financial understandings to live on my own and stop leaching off my aging parents.

Then another part of me just wants to destroy all my material items and with nothing left to loose, I’ll have less fear leaving this earth.

A part of me feels like suicide or just running around like a feral homeless person is easier than trying to move up in society.

Idk anymore.

 

[AdPajeetIncel]

I think you should fuck her brains out

 

[grimlockcel]

You have nothing to lose, you are in a good position to take a risk and somehow move up financially, I would say just apply for jobs like at Walmart because its a simple easy job to get the ball rolling, or maybe try to get a trade by going to trade school.

 

[garfield]

I once got so mad at a game of CSGO I punched my dad in the back of the head. Almost killed him

 

[Biggie cheesel]

I once broke a mirror in the bathroom because I couldn't look at myself. Told my parents they deserve it for passing down their shitty genes onto me and they stayed silent like the cucks they are

 

[ESL]

I hope you recover.

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

I once broke a mirror in the bathroom because I couldn't look at my self. Told my parents they deserve for passing down their shitty genes onto me and they stayed silent like the cucks they are

 

[VλREN]

I think you should fuck her brains out

Yeah sounds like something an Indian would say

 

[AdPajeetIncel]

Yeah sounds like something an Indian would say

I may be a Indian but I'm Neolithic Proto Indo Aryan

 

[VλREN]

I once broke a mirror in the bathroom because I couldn't look at myself. Told my parents they deserve for passing down their shitty genes onto me and they stayed silent like the cucks they are

I almost did that at work one day

 

[esdeathlover]

So basically a week ago I was raging at some dumbass video game when I punched the wall next to the front door

It’s not that big of a hole in the wall, it’s just that drywall is super fragile actually and it’s easy to penetrate when you put force on it.

But she ended up seeing it a week afterwards, it took her a full week to see the hole in the wall

But yeah she was screaming at me for it saying that I was ungrateful and that I would never do that at my dads house because I am afraid of my dad beating my ass.

She also said that I don’t really care that she almost died last year and that I treat her shit. I mean I did care, I cried a shit ton of times when it happened and I was literally praying to god despite being agnostic. I’ll admit that on here

I mean she’s probably right about all of this

I just don’t know what to do with my life anymore, like I’ll wake up constantly thinking about my future and what that’s most likely going to look like and it’s not good.

I don’t even know how to move up in life, the last three years was me just working at a fast food place that was in walking distance every week. Eventually my mom fell ill and I had to move into my dads house because I am a parasite that can’t take care of it’s self. As of now I’ve basically lost whatever money I saved up during those three years of working.

A part of me wants to “lock in” and try and achieve something to make my life better but then I get all paranoid thinking about something going wrong. I mean it’s just working and slaving away until another disaster in life strikes again.

Plus am not even talking about any major achievements, I just want the basic skills and financial understandings to live on my own and stop leaching off my aging parents.

Then another part of me just wants to destroy all my material items and with nothing left to loose, I’ll have less fear leaving this earth.

A part of me feels like suicide or just running around like a feral homeless person is easier than trying to move up in society.

Idk anymore.

I mean if you find a way to make money online you can move to somewhere like thailand where 1k a month is livable

 

[VλREN]

I mean if you find a way to make money online you can move to somewhere like thailand where 1k a month is livable

I don’t think I’d be able to live in a different state on my own

Now a different country where I don’t speak the language is unimaginable

 

[cursed]

get forklift certification and apply for a job in a warehouse. i thought about doing this myself but my city is too small we don't have warehouses around.

 

[cursed]

make money online

easier said than done.

 

[VλREN]

get forklift certification and apply for a job in a warehouse. i thought about doing this myself but my city is too small we don't have warehouses around.

Yeah I’ve heard this one before

The problem is that everyone here’s theses “just do X job and you’ll make a lot of money” then it no longer works because everyone else is attempting it now.

 

[PLS HALP ME]

I think you should fuck her brains out

black leave this forum

 

[cursed]

Yeah I’ve heard this one before

The problem is that everyone here’s theses “just do X job and you’ll make a lot of money” then it no longer works because everyone else is attempting it now.

you're right there's not magic solution for problems. i'm saving up money for my cdl i think i'll make good money.

how about insurance scams? maybe you can be smart about it?
(i don't condone crime but in America lawsuits can make you a millionaire)

 

[The Death Devil]

You have nothing to lose, you are in a good position to take a risk and somehow move up financially, I would say just apply for jobs like at Walmart because its a simple easy job to get the ball rolling, or maybe try to get a trade by going to trade school.

Take a risk with what money? Otherwise, I agree. Trade school also probably isn't that bad of an idea, but it's better to at least try working first—I should think that you would need a decent amount of dedication and work ethic to be able to commit to something like the trades...

 

[The Death Devil]

I once broke a mirror in the bathroom because I couldn't look at myself.

BASED, I almost never look in the mirror, save for when I have to shave. The mirror is my ENEMY and deserves DEATH.

 

[PLS HALP ME]

Acho que você deveria transar com ela até ela perder a cabeça.

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So basically a week ago I was raging at some dumbass video game when I punched the wall next to the front door

It’s not that big of a hole in the wall, it’s just that drywall is super fragile actually and it’s easy to penetrate when you put force on it.

But she ended up seeing it a week afterwards, it took her a full week to see the hole in the wall

But yeah she was screaming at me for it saying that I was ungrateful and that I would never do that at my dads house because I am afraid of my dad beating my ass.

She also said that I don’t really care that she almost died last year and that I treat her shit. I mean I did care, I cried a shit ton of times when it happened and I was literally praying to god despite being agnostic. I’ll admit that on here

I mean she’s probably right about all of this

I just don’t know what to do with my life anymore, like I’ll wake up constantly thinking about my future and what that’s most likely going to look like and it’s not good.

I don’t even know how to move up in life, the last three years was me just working at a fast food place that was in walking distance every week. Eventually my mom fell ill and I had to move into my dads house because I am a parasite that can’t take care of it’s self. As of now I’ve basically lost whatever money I saved up during those three years of working.

A part of me wants to “lock in” and try and achieve something to make my life better but then I get all paranoid thinking about something going wrong. I mean it’s just working and slaving away until another disaster in life strikes again.

Plus am not even talking about any major achievements, I just want the basic skills and financial understandings to live on my own and stop leaching off my aging parents.

Then another part of me just wants to destroy all my material items and with nothing left to loose, I’ll have less fear leaving this earth.

A part of me feels like suicide or just running around like a feral homeless person is easier than trying to move up in society.

Idk anymore.

 

[PLS HALP ME]

preto saia deste fórum

So basically a week ago I was raging at some dumbass video game when I punched the wall next to the front door

It’s not that big of a hole in the wall, it’s just that drywall is super fragile actually and it’s easy to penetrate when you put force on it.

But she ended up seeing it a week afterwards, it took her a full week to see the hole in the wall

But yeah she was screaming at me for it saying that I was ungrateful and that I would never do that at my dads house because I am afraid of my dad beating my ass.

She also said that I don’t really care that she almost died last year and that I treat her shit. I mean I did care, I cried a shit ton of times when it happened and I was literally praying to god despite being agnostic. I’ll admit that on here

I mean she’s probably right about all of this

I just don’t know what to do with my life anymore, like I’ll wake up constantly thinking about my future and what that’s most likely going to look like and it’s not good.

I don’t even know how to move up in life, the last three years was me just working at a fast food place that was in walking distance every week. Eventually my mom fell ill and I had to move into my dads house because I am a parasite that can’t take care of it’s self. As of now I’ve basically lost whatever money I saved up during those three years of working.

A part of me wants to “lock in” and try and achieve something to make my life better but then I get all paranoid thinking about something going wrong. I mean it’s just working and slaving away until another disaster in life strikes again.

Plus am not even talking about any major achievements, I just want the basic skills and financial understandings to live on my own and stop leaching off my aging parents.

Then another part of me just wants to destroy all my material items and with nothing left to loose, I’ll have less fear leaving this earth.

A part of me feels like suicide or just running around like a feral homeless person is easier than trying to move up in society.

Idk anymore.

Respect your mother.

 

[esdeathlover]

easier said than done.

ofc

 

[esdeathlover]

Yeah I’ve heard this one before

The problem is that everyone here’s theses “just do X job and you’ll make a lot of money” then it no longer works because everyone else is attempting it now.

I mean, something people aren't doing is working in construction. If you want to do that, people make decent money esp if you become a foremen

 

[cursed]

construction

definitely but not as a foremen.

I heard of illegals creating housecleaning and construction companies back in the day.

Maybe if you know how to do something or fix something offer on Facebook as handyman services?

or you can clone plants? I've heard if you clone rare plants you can make a buck or tow. that is if you're into science and biology and all that.
Supposedly you can do this at home.

 

[esdeathlover]

definitely but not as a foremen.

I heard of illegals creating housecleaning and construction companies back in the day.

Maybe if you know how to do something or fix something offer on Facebook as handyman services?

or you can clone plants? I've heard if you clone rare plants you can make a buck or tow. that is if you're into science and biology and all that.
Supposedly you can do this at home.

even as a worker you make 50k my point was it has good cereer pathways

 

[cursed]

even as a worker you make 50k my point was it has good cereer pathways

yeah you are correct, you just need to show up, the rest people teach you pretty much.

 

[esdeathlover]

yeah you are correct, you just need to show up, the rest people teach you pretty much.

yeah and its a low competition, and I think OP is the usa, so the government is eliminating the competition and its high demand who will build the data centers or the houses

 

[UndeadDeadMan]

I would never do that at my dads house because I am afraid of my dad beating my ass.

I would make a comment on how women select their partners, but I think it's obvious by now, given everything we know in this side of town

I once broke a mirror in the bathroom because I couldn't look at myself. Told my parents they deserve it for passing down their shitty genes onto me and they stayed silent like the cucks they are

based if true