Brutal I am afraid of falling asleep

[RealSchizo]

I am afraid of falling asleep and dreaming about deprived things that break my moral code. Inceldom and bullying completely crippled my brain and I cannot even sleep without dreaming about past traumas or me doing shit that I'd never do in real life.

If I dream its usually disturbing events a lot of them I cannot recall since dreams are easy to forget but its beyond brutal when 80% of your dreams are negative. What's even more brutal is that all dreams have interpretation and when I look them up it always has to do with something awful that happened to me in the past.

When I am not asleep I can't calm my brain down but when I sleep I dream about the worst things imaginable. Is there any solution ? I feel like my life is done or perhaps I will die soon.

 

[Lonelyus]

Its over, I cant dream at all!

 

[ElTruecel]

You need to find a cope or something u like to stop getting those dreams maybe

 

[nice_try]

This forum doesn't have the answers you need.

 

[TheJoker]

Falling asleep is nothing more than your body putting you into a trance.

 

[Destroyed lonely]

The more you care and obsess over it the worse it gets

 

[Spice]

Ambien

 

[UglyDumbass]

I am afraid of falling asleep and dreaming about deprived things that break my moral code. Inceldom and bullying completely crippled my brain and I cannot even sleep without dreaming about past traumas or me doing shit that I'd never do in real life.

If I dream its usually disturbing events a lot of them I cannot recall since dreams are easy to forget but its beyond brutal when 80% of your dreams are negative. What's even more brutal is that all dreams have interpretation and when I look them up it always has to do with something awful that happened to me in the past.

When I am not asleep I can't calm my brain down but when I sleep I dream about the worst things imaginable. Is there any solution ? I feel like my life is done or perhaps I will die soon.

Dreaming is different for me It’s more of me wishing of stuff i will never have

 

[suicidecase]

You just reminded me of the fucked up dreams I had last night.

Try keeping something playing on TV/Youtube/whatever to keep your brain/unconscious occupied. I find I dream much more when I sleep without that.

 

[Raider919]

dude i am more afraid of waking up regularly and i don't know why