
tomi45bg
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- Sep 7, 2022
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I just can't take it anymore. The pain, suffering and loneliness is too much. Can't cope anymore. Everything hurts. I feel like there is no escape from this hell. I just want to finally be able to rest.. But I cant even kill myself properly. I always act like a scared bitch at the last second. Maybe you guys can talk me into actually doing it. It's beyond over and hopeless for me. I'm just a sad pathetic ugly loser. That's it I'm unfixable. I tried everything - going to the gym, going to uni, taking pills, going to therapy, self medicating with alcohol, finding a job. Nothing ever works/ nothing makes me happy. I just want to not be alone anymore.....