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Discussion How long is your saddness/depression?

AutistSupremacist

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Mine has been off and on for a few years now and I rarely truly ever feel happy. There are periods with less saddness but then it usually comes back alot more stronger. I've tried some medication to cure it but the side effects are usually awful. Even though I am supposed to be happy right now, I cannot help but feel a painful hole in my heart that refuses to heal.
 
As long as my life
 
It's probably at it's worst it has ever been right now for me. I wait for better days
 
Since I was born. I remember that I attempted suicide in middle school already.
 
Since i gained conciousness. It'll probably last until i rot to death in my room alone.
 
Best way I can describe it is the sum of waves. You have one low frequency component that sets the baseline mood for weeks or months at the end, and then you have high frequency components that make me want to kill myself or feel the norm in the short term.
 
Since I gained consciousness tbh. My parents weren’t equipped to have kids and it showed in the way they treated me. It increased with extreme bullying at school, inceldom and other circumstances. It also appears in cycles for me, I think the only way to fix it is to get closure on what causes your depression which I will never get
 
it comes and goes through out the day, whether i feel the negative emotion of contentness.
 
Depression started around fourth grade and gotten bad since middle school.
 
Vincent Van Gogh quote: The sadness will last forever.
 
Usually in small bursts. No longer than a day. In the past I've had weeks or months long periods where I feel like complete shit but not as of recent.
 
Since I was about 13, so 15 years and counting now.
 
Since I started 2nd grade I knew something was fucken wrong with me. But I don’t have clear memories from that age but as an adult you can go back and examine the memories and realize something was wrong. But I noticed when I was 14-15 people use to tell me I looked “serious” so I guess I wore it on my face without realizing it.
 
since i came out the pussy
 

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