It's Over How do I start genuinely hating women/people to cope mentally?

[BlackLowLtn]

I would larp some hatred or say outlandish takes in order to fit in and bait some IT posts but I don’t actually think I have any deep-rooted hatred of normies, women or society.

When I acknowledge that they are all just acting on preordained natural order of the world, or on their own individual beliefs/preferences, I struggle to even find it in me to even hate them for that.
I’m not even immune to acting on the shit Blackpill scrutinises no matter how badly I try to look past it all: it’s annoying how shitty of a person I get with my intrusive thoughts to the point I hardly see myself in high regards.

No self-respecting person would want to get close to me; I truly deserve no-one. I look at myself and cry from time to time, even I see the issue I don’t know what to do anymore, fuck….

It’s not that I respect it or despise it, I just have no opinion on it all. I think I ultimately gave up entirely so I stopped seeing myself in the equation; but with no hate to fuel, my 19 years of existence slowly just starts to seem… Pointless?

I went from homeless, being stuck under an abusive druggie mother, intense bullying, discrimination publicly for my looks to… Just drifting through life, and scrambling for all sorts of copes to make myself seem interesting or atleast make me FEEL SOMETHING.

There is no-one, absolutely no-one by my side.
This sums it up perfectly:

I have my life planned out, or atleast I had. Doing Economics in University, wageslaving, taking volunteer work, got a future internship over next summer; but now it all seems pointless. I'm not happy, I can't be happy when there is no-one to be happy with. And there's no-one who'd want to be happy with me.

I feel so alone; I just want any love/affection. I want to interact with a real person who'll truly always be by my side, someone who genuinely will love me despite anything, I don't care about how they look as long as they are putting as much effort as I am. I want someone to hug, laugh, cuddle, argue and cry with; someone who I can come home to with a big smile, someone that I can enjoy being with. I want genuine connection but no matter how hard I try, it never works out, I been trying EVERYTHING and it never works out.

I need something, genuinely anything. It doesn’t matter if it’s me hating others, I need something to cope with or I’ll genuinely lose it.

I have nothing going for me, I’m genuinely such a failure I understand why my mother despised me…

 

[lnceI]

Its exhausting and you shouldnt force anything. if you hate them you hate them if you dont you dont

 

[Hoor Al-Ayn]

Its exhausting and you shouldnt force anything. if you hate them you hate them if you dont you dont

 

[pedrolopezwasright]

Which drugs ur mom takes?

 

[frmentalcel]

if you dont hate toilets its over for you

 

[Justanotherbloke]

I thought simply swallowing the blackpill was enough, at least that was enough for me to hate them

 

[Caichan]

grow up as truecel

 

[Failed Pullout]

You can't, chemically castrating yourself with pedophile pills is the only thing I can think of really.

 

[BlackLowLtn]

You can't, chemically castrating yourself with pedophile pills is the only thing I can think of really.

 

[The Chronicle]

I think OP means he has disdain but not a raging anger.

I can't relate as I hate them with a passion.

 

[Runt171]

When I acknowledge that they are all just acting on preordained natural order of the world, or on their own individual beliefs/preferences, I struggle to even find it in me to even hate them for that.

I used to think like this but its still hard not to have some level of hatred for all of them
I want to be able to connect with people and not feel hatred for them but with the life I’ve been forced into its not possible

All of them are just soulless pawns of nature all they are made to do is enforce natures wants and opress us until our defective genes die off

What isn’t there to hate about that??

No self-respecting person would want to get close to me; I truly deserve no-one. I look at myself and cry from time to time, even I see the issue I don’t know what to do anymore, fuck….

your problem is self loathing thats why you cant hate them because you dont respect your self and your existence

Not to say I don’t dislike myself somewhat but My hatred for myself is for my physical self and the traits Ive had to adopt because of that

I didnt do anything to deserve this so when Im mistreated and outcasted it makes me angry and it makes me hate everyone around me

None of us deserve this fate
We did nothing wrong and theres plenty of genuine pieces of shit living it up out there because they got fucking lucky


Heres the funny thing too even if you were hateful its all still pointless
It doesnt go anywhere unless you go ER and even going ER is ultimately pointless

So what you killed a handful or more of normies
There will always be more it never ends
It all means nothing

We lost at everything as soon as we were born thats the truth of it all
Theres no winning at anything in life for us thats the most depressing thing about it all

 

[KetamineCel]

depending on the level of mistreatment you get you will hate them or not, you might not hate them if you just get ignored but if you get rinsed by them you’re likely to hate them

 

[Roaring Knight]

interact with them, unironically
the more you interact, the more patterns you'll pick up and eventually grow to hate, if you can't hate them even with enough interactions then i wouldn't continue trying to force it

 

[BasedStalin]

As much as i hate myself, soyciety keeps reminding me EVERYDAY that ATLEAST i'm not: a simp, a cuck, a jew, a foid, a failing normie in denial, a feminist, a troon, a faggot, you name it. There is space for hate even if you hate yourself. Hate is the gas in your tank. Fill it up son.

 

[Grodd]

Let the hate flow through you

 

[InternalJizzz]

If you don't grow inherent hate naturally due to the things you see, then you don't truly "hate" them, hate is a natural response to chains of negative events/qualities

 

[BlackLowLtn]

If you don't grow inherent hate naturally due to the things you see, then you don't truly "hate" them, hate is a natural response to chains of negative events/qualities

 

[wubb]

Hating them makes no difference. Chad is much more misogynistic than any of us but it doesn’t matter. Chad sees women as objects to fuck, abuse, use, and have fun with. They enjoy chads misogyny while if we even criticise women even slightly we are women hating degenerates who should die or whatever ..