How are you actually supposed to accept the discrimination that comes with being sub5

[trrrrrsarescary]

I'm legit a hairs width from either roping or having a severe mental breakdown it's getting so bad, the people staring, the sheer loneliness of it all, the fact my autism literally stops me from knowing how to socialise with people, the only person I talk to is literally just my mum, that's it, it's like being condemned to a life of solitary confinement because of features I can't even change, I feel my nerves boiling alive with rage and contempt 24/7 I feel like screaming and breaking shit all day I just wanna cry man

Been alcohol free since 15th Jan and it's ALL I fucking want, I know I'll cave in soon, I feel like if you're sub5 and unfortunate and also absolutely aware of it, there's not much that can really be done to stop you from feeling like complete shit 24/7, I actually give myself panic attacks because of how angry and violent my thoughts towards people are

 

[Squatting Slavcel]

you're supposed to cope or rope. you have more luxuries than medieval kings, try to enjoy it

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

you're supposed to cope or rope. you have more luxuries than medieval kings, try to enjoy it

I can't even cope anymore tbh the pain is genuinely too much, every stare I get hurts so fucking much it's unbearable, idk I wanna drink again but even alcohol doesn't really distract me from it anymore, I haven't got anything to make me feel better about it

 

[Soystein]

I can't even cope anymore tbh the pain is genuinely too much, every stare I get hurts so fucking much it's unbearable, idk I wanna drink again but even alcohol doesn't really distract me from it anymore, I haven't got anything to make me feel better about it

I hate the stares too, I couldn't take it anymore either so I don't go outside anymore.

I used hard drugs and alcohol to cope, but I could feel my body being destroyed so I had to stop.

 

[Erenincel]

The pain won't go away without the cause being removed. I know I'm sub5 myself. You can only fight this system in some way or neet. these are the only two ways in which the psyche of a discriminated person can cope at this moment

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

The pain won't go away without the cause being removed. I know I'm sub5 myself. You can only fight this system in some way or neet. these are the only two ways in which the psyche of a discriminated person can cope at this moment

Already neet which makes me feel worse cus most other men my age have moved out with their gfs and even gotten married too meanwhile I'm neet at my parents house and only talk to my mum

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

I hate the stares too, I couldn't take it anymore either so I don't go outside anymore.

I used hard drugs and alcohol to cope, but I could feel my body being destroyed so I had to stop.

Once I demanded why someone was staring at me in the street and him and his mate proceeded to beat me up in an alley

 

[Bats]

Once I demanded why someone was staring at me in the street and him and his mate proceeded to beat me up in an alley

Brutal, hopefully you landed some hits too. What's your age now?

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

Brutal, hopefully you landed some hits too. What's your age now?

I'm 27, they were about 16 or 17

 

[Bats]

I'm 27, they were about 16 or 17

Yea that's brutal. You get neetbux or just at home still?

 

[Squatting Slavcel]

i'm also a neet
Who cares about normies when you're inside most of the time.

 

[Squatting Slavcel]

Shouldn't autists be good at enduring solitude? I'm borderline sperg but I could easily survive without talking to anybody.

 

[DriveLikeNigger]

The best solution is to just stay cooped up in your home. Personally ,I just fantasize about intense violence i could never do in real life. Channeling all my repressed emotions while thinking about going on a murder spree is great for stress detoxing. A new hobby of mine, is to induce vivid, almost lucid dreams of violence using nicotine. The sudden blood rush when you wake up and the faint memories of the dream are soooo refreshing, definitely helps the day move faster.

 

[DeformedDysgenicCel]

It's hard to accept it.

 

[t3mcel]

you're supposed to cope or rope. you have more luxuries than medieval kings, try to enjoy it

cope till i die ig

 

[Elfcel]

I got throw the same thing, it’s really frustrating, I know, I don’t know how to deal with it either

 

[VanGobbel]

gymcellmaxx and intimidate any potential bully is the only way. Otherwise you're a lamb ready for slaughter at any given point outside your own home.

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

gymcellmaxx and intimidate any potential bully is the only way. Otherwise you're a lamb ready for slaughter at any given point outside your own home.

I am gymmaxxed people still stare when I'm wearing tight fitting shirts or vests