I can't relate to people who want to kill themselves but are "too scared" of dying. Fuck that, I had no childhood and will have no future. I'm afraid to continue LIVING. There's nothing good in store for me. Literally the ONLY thing that makes me reconsider is my family who love me(even though they pretty much ruined my life) and the thought that I'm letting my enemies win after all the bullying and abuse they put me through.
