I can distract myself easily during the day, but when the time comes to go to sleep, when I'm lying in my bed with nothing else to do than waiting to fall asleep, I can't control my mind enough to prevent it from thinking about women, mostly those I see during my daily routine (like the female cashiers and stuff) or I think about the prostitutes whose company I enjoyed but that I will never see again 
In these times, I usually just wing it, until I finally fall asleep, but sometimes I just give up on sleeping and I engage in some distraction again. I know that option to be unhealthy though, for I had a period when I wasn't even trying to maintain a regular sleep schedule, and it messed up my health big time.
Frankly, if I could just sleep on command, inceldom would not be so hard.
In these times, I usually just wing it, until I finally fall asleep, but sometimes I just give up on sleeping and I engage in some distraction again. I know that option to be unhealthy though, for I had a period when I wasn't even trying to maintain a regular sleep schedule, and it messed up my health big time.
Frankly, if I could just sleep on command, inceldom would not be so hard.
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