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Belzebu
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- Joined
- Feb 2, 2023
- Posts
- 349
Nothing changed, 5 years of looksmaxxing, 5 years of going to the gym almost daily, more than 2 hours per day, learning to dress better, taking minoxidill for my beard and hair with dutasteride, increased my muscle mass and reached 12% of body fat. And not only that, but getting a good job, having a car, all those types of stuff any normie would say is the right path, only to lead me in the exact same position I was before, I didn't move a inch in the competitive dating market.
I can't describe how fucking infuriating it is to put so much effort into all this, so much of my time and energy to be better and still be called ugly everywhere, called ugly at work, called ugly at the gym, called ugly at the shopping mall, get those free insults out of nowhere.
I don't even want to try anything anymore. What is the fucking point? This is true insanity, this is how anyone would go mad, if you are judged by others as ugly when you don't make any effort to be better, it doesn't hurt as much when you tried everything in your power to look better.
My only last hope now is the facial pairing in scheduling to do, going to make what is possible for my lower third to at least have some hope, if this doesn't help even a little, I will go insane and I don't know what I will do when the next foid that calls me ugly in the street or the next guy that try to make a joke about me with his friends.
I am really going insane.
I can't describe how fucking infuriating it is to put so much effort into all this, so much of my time and energy to be better and still be called ugly everywhere, called ugly at work, called ugly at the gym, called ugly at the shopping mall, get those free insults out of nowhere.
I don't even want to try anything anymore. What is the fucking point? This is true insanity, this is how anyone would go mad, if you are judged by others as ugly when you don't make any effort to be better, it doesn't hurt as much when you tried everything in your power to look better.
My only last hope now is the facial pairing in scheduling to do, going to make what is possible for my lower third to at least have some hope, if this doesn't help even a little, I will go insane and I don't know what I will do when the next foid that calls me ugly in the street or the next guy that try to make a joke about me with his friends.
I am really going insane.