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CorpseWatcher
Rot gut whiskey's gonna ease my min
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I am 18 year old With Tourette's who is 5'6 To start i was born addicted to heroin and my father died when i was 2 , he was a drug dealer who got shot by some guy who owed him money then my mother marries ANOTHER drug dealer who was black and abusive he would chase me and my siblings around with a pipe and threaten to kill us i have lived in constant fear and too add to that i went to school with mostly suburban kids who made fun of me for being trailer trash I've been expelled from 2 schools because i fought with them . i lived with my grandparents from 16 to 17 but they died last year and now my mom was recently arrested for drug charges and now I'm living in a section 8 apartment with my boomer uncle who isn't that bad but is just a slob all around I'm hoping to find some sort of help on this form because i have zero fuck what to do (also if it wasn't clear ive never been able to date so too bullying and all the girls around be being richer and my fucked up mind is so scared to even approach do too fear of abuse
I honestly see myself dead or in jail i just want to live in peace But how can i do that when im so fucked up
I honestly see myself dead or in jail i just want to live in peace But how can i do that when im so fucked up