Hello Im in a bad way and i joined this forum for some advice

[CorpseWatcher]

I am 18 year old With Tourette's who is 5'6 To start i was born addicted to heroin and my father died when i was 2 , he was a drug dealer who got shot by some guy who owed him money then my mother marries ANOTHER drug dealer who was black and abusive he would chase me and my siblings around with a pipe and threaten to kill us i have lived in constant fear and too add to that i went to school with mostly suburban kids who made fun of me for being trailer trash I've been expelled from 2 schools because i fought with them . i lived with my grandparents from 16 to 17 but they died last year and now my mom was recently arrested for drug charges and now I'm living in a section 8 apartment with my boomer uncle who isn't that bad but is just a slob all around I'm hoping to find some sort of help on this form because i have zero fuck what to do (also if it wasn't clear ive never been able to date so too bullying and all the girls around be being richer and my fucked up mind is so scared to even approach do too fear of abuse

I honestly see myself dead or in jail i just want to live in peace But how can i do that when im so fucked up

 

[lastchancel]

sounds like its all your circumstances rather than your looks, which means there's hope for you still
unless you are also ugly. then the only advice is to ldar

 

[unatard]

You were a crack baby? I didnt know that was a real thing.

 

[FakeFakecel]

1 question-Are you ugly or not?

 

[unatard]

He gone

 

[lastchancel]

He gone

rejected even from an incel forum.
brutal.

 

[unatard]

rejected even from an incel forum.
brutal.

Inceldom did seem like an afterthought.

 

[unatard]

Why did the cuck mods ban him?

Being a smacky?

 

[lastchancel]

Why did the cuck mods ban him?

Inceldom did seem like an afterthought.

The complaints weren't directed towards inceldom at all, guess that wasn't a strategic first post. That and his profile banner is some tranny

 

[proudweeb]

He gone

rejected even from an incel forum.
brutal.

Why did the cuck mods ban him?

cuz he made 3 accounts lol

got it down to 1

 

[lastchancel]

cuz he made 3 accounts lol

got it down to 1

Accountmaxxing

 

[proudweeb]

Accountmaxxing

He is following in @Reclusemaxxer 's shoes

 

[Epedaphic]

He’s back.

got it down to 1

Nice.

 

[Antifem Lord]

Whats your race

 

[CorpseWatcher]

Whats your race

White but part hispanic

 

[CorpseWatcher]

1 question-Are you ugly or not?

Im likea a flat 5

 

[CorpseWatcher]

You were a crack baby? I didnt know that was a real thing.

Yeah i was on all kind a ventilator when i was born

 

[sultryloser]

So LARP?

 

[CorpseWatcher]

sounds like its all your circumstances rather than your looks, which means there's hope for you still
unless you are also ugly. then the only advice is to ldar

Yeah it could be but i feel so fucked like emotinally im numb and sometimes feel like i cant ever do it

 

[CorpseWatcher]

So LARP?

Most of my bullies were rich white girls making fun of me because i was dingy and poor

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

sounds fucked as hell, not sure what advice you seek, advice for the dating problems or for the poverty + criminal family problems

 

[sultryloser]

How to verify this user is an incel?

 

[Buried Alive 2.0]

I'm not sure what kind of advice would work, but seems like the worst (your family) is behind you. We can't really advise you on how to get girls, but to get your life together you'll need some sort of job. Seems like you don't have much of a support system, so look into course that you into the market fast, like technological degree or trade schools.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

But how can i do that when im so fucked up

Well, you can start by writing your history.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

How to verify this user is an incel?

Simple.

 

[CorpseWatcher]

how do you feel about females

pick em lick em stick then kick em out the door

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

pick em lick em stick then kick em out the door

OK.

When I was a four-year-old, my parents and I lived in a duplex, where my father would hit Mother and damage the walls, resulting in holes near a wooden desk she used for sewing. I recall pouring soap in my eyes at this age to stop them from arguing.

When we moved, my father would regularly come home and argue with Mother over anything he disliked. He broke the windows in our living room as well as the windows in our kitchen, he broke a "Leopard Statue", he broke our kitchen table, he broke plates, he threw Mother's computer and clothes into the garbage bin. He'd regularly pound on Mother's room door(Used for crafts). He'd yell at Mother as he was driving her to work.

One day, Mother was asked by my father to write a check, which she did. However, he was angry because she was drying off after a shower. This led him to shove her onto the floor(She was naked) and kick her legs repeatedly, which I was present for and saw. He also broke her fingers and cut her knuckles, injured her knees and kicked her abdomen. Our utilities were cut off three times due to failure to pay, and the result was living with my paternal grandparents for weeks at a time. On the day we moved in with my maternal grandparents, me and Mother sat in the dark since my father didn't pay the utility bill("Well, then leave"; he left the house after yelling, which I hid from).

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

1 question-Are you ugly or not?

There's a third option.

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

Criminal genes predict you have a sex-filled future ahead of you.

If you want to leave poverty behind, your options depend on how smart you are. Look at your grades, maybe take some online IQ tests, most suck but some have decend correlation with real ones (e.g. https://www.mensa.org/public/mensa-iq-challenge)

A good idea is to find a trade (not sure if that is the correct englisch word for it) where the job market is heavily underserved.

In my country there are certain fields so desperately in need of new recruits that the firms scout you and offer you contracts the day you start your education at a vocational school. Think "fire protection expert" is one such job where I live. Like 3 years of schooling and you can start immediately at a very good salary.

Not sure how to best check what is most capatable with you and also in need in your state. There is probably some state agency where you can go to get a recoomendation and maybe they can point you to other places to get more info from.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Criminal genes predict you have a sex-filled future ahead of you.

Her daughter...shouldn't bother at this point. She would've received much less embarrassment had she left us alone.

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

Her daughter...shouldn't bother at this point. She would've received much less embarrassment had she left us alone.

true dat

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

I am 18 year old With Tourette's who is 5'6 To start i was born addicted to heroin and my father died when i was 2 , he was a drug dealer who got shot by some guy who owed him money then my mother marries ANOTHER drug dealer who was black and abusive he would chase me and my siblings around with a pipe and threaten to kill us i have lived in constant fear and too add to that i went to school with mostly suburban kids who made fun of me for being trailer trash I've been expelled from 2 schools because i fought with them . i lived with my grandparents from 16 to 17 but they died last year and now my mom was recently arrested for drug charges and now I'm living in a section 8 apartment with my boomer uncle who isn't that bad but is just a slob all around I'm hoping to find some sort of help on this form because i have zero fuck what to do (also if it wasn't clear ive never been able to date so too bullying and all the girls around be being richer and my fucked up mind is so scared to even approach do too fear of abuse

I honestly see myself dead or in jail i just want to live in peace But how can i do that when im so fucked up

in addition to what i sayed before, if you think tourette will hold you back I would bet otherwise. assuming you can endure the humiliation and shame it might actually be an advantage. if you are black and in some way disabled you are just prime diversity hire material. don't let that go to waste, use it to your advantage.

 

[suicidecase]

Do you use drugs?

 

[Puppeter]

Ur good and safe here friend

 

[Cletus Longthing]

Brootal

I am 18 year old With Tourette's who is 5'6 To start i was born addicted to heroin and my father died when i was 2 , he was a drug dealer who got shot by some guy who owed him money then my mother marries ANOTHER drug dealer who was black and abusive he would chase me and my siblings around with a pipe and threaten to kill us i have lived in constant fear and too add to that i went to school with mostly suburban kids who made fun of me for being trailer trash I've been expelled from 2 schools because i fought with them . i lived with my grandparents from 16 to 17 but they died last year and now my mom was recently arrested for drug charges and now I'm living in a section 8 apartment with my boomer uncle who isn't that bad but is just a slob all around I'm hoping to find some sort of help on this form because i have zero fuck what to do (also if it wasn't clear ive never been able to date so too bullying and all the girls around be being richer and my fucked up mind is so scared to even approach do too fear of abuse

I honestly see myself dead or in jail i just want to live in peace But how can i do that when im so fucked up

 

[LeFrenchCel]

That was quite brutal to read bro

 

[BornToLose]

That was quite brutal to read bro

He says he's a 5 so he has the slimmests of hopes if he can get away from Drugtown and Tourette's doesn't self-sabotage him.

 

[Celius]

I am 18 year old

Stopped reading.

 

[CorpseWatcher]

Do you use drugs?

I used to smoke weed and I was put on a bipolar med and antidepressant but I ain't used for like 3 years

 

[zunzun8888]

Most of my bullies were rich white girls making fun of me because i was dingy and poor

been expelled from 2 schools because i fought with them.

Glad to hear that you fought them back. Women are always like this. They only after look obnoxious chads and rich men while making fun of us who did not win the birth lottery.

 

[CorpseWatcher]

Glad to hear that you fought them back. Women are always like this. They only after look obnoxious chads and rich men while making fun of us who did not win the birth lottery.

Theres was this one becky who would throw cans and at me and i decided to blow up her mailbox (in Skyrim)

 

[suicidecase]

I used to smoke weed and I was put on a bipolar med and antidepressant but I ain't used for like 3 years

I'd say not using drugs is #1 priority for you, given that addiction is in your family. Then trying to find some financial independence and maybe therapy. I don't know how you do that in the hypercapitalist hellscape that is Yankland though. But it sounds like you're in a decent situation now.

 

[CorpseWatcher]

I'd say not using drugs is #1 priority for you, given that addiction is in your family. Then trying to find some financial independence and maybe therapy. I don't know how you do that in the hypercapitalist hellscape that is Yankland though. But it sounds like you're in a decent situation now.

I dunno what to do i gave no energy to do anything Especially a job but might just have to suffer through

 

[Emba]

Being a smacky?

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZPECFQ4NhE

 

[suicidecase]

I dunno what to do i gave no energy to do anything Especially a job but might just have to suffer through

That's normal at 18. Just stay away from doing anything destructive (like your family) and you'll be fine.

 

[PrototypeCel]

I am 18 year old With Tourette's who is 5'6 To start i was born addicted to heroin and my father died when i was 2 , he was a drug dealer who got shot by some guy who owed him money then my mother marries ANOTHER drug dealer who was black and abusive he would chase me and my siblings around with a pipe and threaten to kill us i have lived in constant fear and too add to that i went to school with mostly suburban kids who made fun of me for being trailer trash I've been expelled from 2 schools because i fought with them . i lived with my grandparents from 16 to 17 but they died last year and now my mom was recently arrested for drug charges and now I'm living in a section 8 apartment with my boomer uncle who isn't that bad but is just a slob all around I'm hoping to find some sort of help on this form because i have zero fuck what to do (also if it wasn't clear ive never been able to date so too bullying and all the girls around be being richer and my fucked up mind is so scared to even approach do too fear of abuse

I honestly see myself dead or in jail i just want to live in peace But how can i do that when im so fucked up

based gg allin pfp
but dude you need to chill out try to improve for a few years
if you fail well cope or rope
its up to you