Tjaldur
I'm so sad
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- Joined
- Dec 15, 2021
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Spent all day recollecting what I've missed from the outside after being in prison for a few months.
It brought back the arrow in my heart. I feel weaker and trumped by everything.
Whereas in prison, everyone is suffering as much as you are and any strife among other inmates only fueled me with pleasure. Any bullshit or normie-raged nuisance you have to deal with is merely inconvenience, but moreso playing to their annoyance felt like I had more control.
You can't do that in real life, not everyone is on the same playing field and heirachies in what you can possess and enjoy exists.
It brought back the arrow in my heart. I feel weaker and trumped by everything.
Whereas in prison, everyone is suffering as much as you are and any strife among other inmates only fueled me with pleasure. Any bullshit or normie-raged nuisance you have to deal with is merely inconvenience, but moreso playing to their annoyance felt like I had more control.
You can't do that in real life, not everyone is on the same playing field and heirachies in what you can possess and enjoy exists.