4 beers a whole liter of tea and 4 cigarettes later, Just want to crawl up and die, Being subhuman is one of the worst life expiriences ive had and would rate it 0 on yelp.com.
This how the years gonna be huh? No one liking me again because of my "GrEaT PeRsOnAliTy?"
Ive aleredy been thru the redpill self improvement, What else do you want from me normies?
Ive aleredy been thru the redpill self improvement, What else do you want from me normies?
Just a few millimeters of bone.... 
I can transfer my welfare checks to thailand if i want, Its included in the 7 countries i can move to, We got australia, USA, Thailand, Germany, France, ETC
At this point im so tired of life, I keep thinking of ways to kms
Ofc i can pull there in thai, Im white but i dont want those nasty ladyboys and its 1800 usd per flight
Im a NEET and inflation is high here, Its fucking over, Cant even afford thailand.
Fly that far only to be hit on by ladyboys and pay that much for the flight doesnt sit right with me.
If i were to move anywhere it would cost me atleast fucking hundreds because of moving stuff and the drivers including plane ticket for myself.
Slowly drinking myself to death, My whole body hurts, All my joints in my body hurts, Ive just been rotting for this long, Im an animal just like everyone else, An animal in pain, Its not humane to be in this much pain, I just want out.
Thats a whole month of neetbuxx if i dont eat anything at all!
I am, I got nothing better to do than to rot here with you guys, Id love it if someone actually told me my existance is worth something but i was born cursed with a subhuman body
A while before i got neetbuxx, I was going to suicide and jump infront of an oncoming train, They move faster at night, Now this cope is done too, I cant escape the thoughts, No amout of buddhism or meditation can save me i feel, Everyone looks at me with disgust, Where a once warm home has turned cold it feels like.
Well the wagies pay so why not, How do i do this thing?
Brooo go get some sleep, it's really bad for both your physical and mental health
Do i really have to dumpster dive this low?
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Shiiiet, Maybe, But i just cant, Im like an automachine all i do is post sometimes i smoke or drink something, Othertimes i just read posts, I have become incels.is, I feel so fucking lonely in the real world, My 2 chad friends aleredy have GF and im an incel with deformity, One ive known since 2016, They have been my disability contact.Brooo go get some sleep, it's really bad for both your physical and mental health
Im reminded of how much im being mogged, They are great people, Good people that has made sure i dont unalive myself, But why cant i have what they have, Just a few millimeters of bone? Idk what to do anymore, Ive been rotting on computers since 2011 between working for 7 years only to come home to a room a basement or an apartment, College a whole year of loneliness, School. (Middle school) = Punched in the stomach, Spat on, Shoved my head in urinal, Made fun of by the friends i thought i had in the shower, People irl look disgusted at me, All the interaction in life i get is my parents or cashiers, My suicide attempts, The girls ive tried talking to which reject me, Around 10 girls in this city reject me, IDC if they gossip, I just dont want to be lonely anymore or die alone, What scares me the most is dying alone.
And my 2 new friends unrelated from above, Ghosting me after college and telling me im this and that and that im the ugliest ive seen, Actually 3 people and one was very direct,Wouldnt even look at me the school trip, Told me im the ugliest he ever seen.
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Physical? I can feel every bone in my body, After my doctor fucked me up, Im left with half a nose which i have one last try at the hospital they want to fix me up or maybe not, IDK Doctor fled the country and just left me for dead,ITS BEEN 2 years with extreme chronic pain, Should never have trusted a private doctor to help me, Result was fine at first then half the shit just collapsed, I didnt even do anything to make it fall like this, Its in the middle of my face and my eyes are fucking huge, They stick out like a sore thumb!Brooo go get some sleep, it's really bad for both your physical and mental health
Thanks for listening to my rants.
Feels good to let out some steam.
Feels good to let out some steam.
How do i get a loan like ITSover got, I dont give a FUCK about paying the gov back, I just want the fuck outta this european country!
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