Twist of cain
Banned
-
- Joined
- Mar 21, 2021
- Posts
- 86
Really though has any of you thought about cutting your dick off..?
I was looking into chemical castration to kill my sx drive ages ago but realized it doesn't remove desire just your ability to get hard. Slicing off your dick won't get rid of the desire either but at least that way you want have to degrade yourself with tossing off in futility like a loser.
I thought about it because after all these years what's the point in having a dick if I can never use it like an animal. I don't even know why I was born with it if I have an undesirable face. I want to stop being tormented by having the stupid thing as I have no need for it and don't want the reminder.
I wish the feelings would go away.. sometimes I bash my head against something or the wall above.my bed to try stop the thoughts. I wish they would go away so I can have peace. I can't be happy with this stupid obsession with a disgusting act I can never have. I wish I could remove this pointless tormenting desire I hate it I hate it
I was looking into chemical castration to kill my sx drive ages ago but realized it doesn't remove desire just your ability to get hard. Slicing off your dick won't get rid of the desire either but at least that way you want have to degrade yourself with tossing off in futility like a loser.
I thought about it because after all these years what's the point in having a dick if I can never use it like an animal. I don't even know why I was born with it if I have an undesirable face. I want to stop being tormented by having the stupid thing as I have no need for it and don't want the reminder.
I wish the feelings would go away.. sometimes I bash my head against something or the wall above.my bed to try stop the thoughts. I wish they would go away so I can have peace. I can't be happy with this stupid obsession with a disgusting act I can never have. I wish I could remove this pointless tormenting desire I hate it I hate it