Venting I honestly feel Depressed and looking for some solace.

[LeoKing93]

Currently at the age of 32 as a Blackcel sitting in my room alone depressed thinking about the agonizing reality that my youth flashed before my eyes. Never got to have life experiences that normal people have such as first date,first kiss, and experiences companionship.

My 20s were unfortunately not how I envisioned they would be back when I was 18. Back in 2012 I guess you could say I was Bluepilled, because I graduated high school with no romantic experience whatsoever and still believe that at some point in my 20s I would be married with a wife and kids. Of course what transpired was different.

Now that I've aged ,I'm not oblivious to the fact that I'm going to most likely die alone with Noone by my side,however it's extremely difficult to get over this fact.
I know there's no solution to the problem because my ugly appearance is the ultimate hindrance.

 

[LeoKing93]

Just additional detail I typed this while drunk.

 

[Emba]

I'd settle for a quantum of solace

Spoiler

But not like this...:

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0830515/

 

[VλREN]

Me in nine years

 

[EternalStorm]

Can relate, It's understandable. 36 here

 

[Insertocel]

As a fellow 32 year old drunk incel... The world is not for you. It will always fight against you. If you're not in the flow of the things of the world it will leave your behind. Humans are not much different from primates.

 

[sxqw]

Currently at the age of 32 as a Blackcel sitting in my room alone depressed thinking about the agonizing reality that my youth flashed before my eyes. Never got to have life experiences that normal people have such as first date,first kiss, and experiences companionship.

My 20s were unfortunately not how I envisioned they would be back when I was 18. Back in 2012 I guess you could say I was Bluepilled, because I graduated high school with no romantic experience whatsoever and still believe that at some point in my 20s I would be married with a wife and kids. Of course what transpired was different.

Now that I've aged ,I'm not oblivious to the fact that I'm going to most likely die alone with Noone by my side,however it's extremely difficult to get over this fact.
I know there's no solution to the problem because my ugly appearance is the ultimate hindrance.

Life really isn't fair to us, incels, that's the truth nuke. I really hope the best for you man

 

[LeoKing93]

Now that I woke up sober. I want to send some gratitude to everyone who responded to me with words of encouragement it really helps alot. I would respond to each of you individually but sorry I am being lazy.
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