You should only make videos online on YouTube/rumble, if you have a good voice. I managed to find some success from YouTube after heavily editing videos and focus on certain topics, but repeated rapes from YouTube admins prevented my channel from keeping any traction. There was also the fact that my voice just isn't enjoyable to listen to. I have a nasally autistic voice. If I had a good voice my channel would've found more success. Some guy with a normal/deep voice can make videos with far less effort and find some success.
The juice isn't worth the squeeze at this point. I don't have it in me anymore. It wasn't my destiny to have a decent YouTube channel or make and talk to friends. My destiny is making .is threads in-between jerking off.
It's almost funny. I've spent the last 7 years trying to make online friends and have a successful YouTube channel. 7 years! And both failed because I obviously have a subhuman voice no one enjoys listening to and I'm too non NT.
I need to focus on sustaining my sanity irl as I wageslave and interact with normies next year. I really don't know how I'll do it. There has to be some escape. Some way to escape. The hatred is just too strong. I'll have a mental breakdown if a normie makes a joke and get fired. Maybe my destiny is being homeless and drinking myself to death
I truly am the lowest of the low. A genetic loser on all fronts. Whenever I took a walk yesterday the normies and foids gave me so many looks of disgust. I wish I had the ability to give them all a slow and painful cancer.
I hate modern society so much. I'm not even that stupid. If society weren't a gynocentric shit hole pandering to foids, I would study and pursue a less tedious career. Unfortunately, since I am just average IQ, they won't hire me due to equity programs! So what do I do? What do I do? I don't know. I really can't foresee a future at all.
Hopefully natural causes take me out before 30. I don't want to be wageslaving low end jobs till I'm an old man. If I don't die naturally I'll probably just rope. Hatred can only keep you going for so long. My brain is numbing to all copes. Social connections between family are falling apart.
The juice isn't worth the squeeze at this point. I don't have it in me anymore. It wasn't my destiny to have a decent YouTube channel or make and talk to friends. My destiny is making .is threads in-between jerking off.
It's almost funny. I've spent the last 7 years trying to make online friends and have a successful YouTube channel. 7 years! And both failed because I obviously have a subhuman voice no one enjoys listening to and I'm too non NT.
I need to focus on sustaining my sanity irl as I wageslave and interact with normies next year. I really don't know how I'll do it. There has to be some escape. Some way to escape. The hatred is just too strong. I'll have a mental breakdown if a normie makes a joke and get fired. Maybe my destiny is being homeless and drinking myself to death
I truly am the lowest of the low. A genetic loser on all fronts. Whenever I took a walk yesterday the normies and foids gave me so many looks of disgust. I wish I had the ability to give them all a slow and painful cancer.
I hate modern society so much. I'm not even that stupid. If society weren't a gynocentric shit hole pandering to foids, I would study and pursue a less tedious career. Unfortunately, since I am just average IQ, they won't hire me due to equity programs! So what do I do? What do I do? I don't know. I really can't foresee a future at all.
Hopefully natural causes take me out before 30. I don't want to be wageslaving low end jobs till I'm an old man. If I don't die naturally I'll probably just rope. Hatred can only keep you going for so long. My brain is numbing to all copes. Social connections between family are falling apart.
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